OBS does the trick
You can local record, but if you'd rather not have it on your PC just stream it to youtube so it's uploaded to your youtube channel directly (or stream to twitch and then export to youtube later but that's also an extra step)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayPLD1l0VP0 also from the match (wasn't on stream POV)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gstQrxh7MAw
episode 4 incoming? idk

or it's just a jumper circlejerk meme

https://clips.twitch.tv/ZanyMiniatureCrabsImGlitch

Raymon and Nursey outshine Shade mechanically at this point, which is what OP is judging skill by

Though B4nny's strength as a player comes from maincalling and decision making I wouldn't say he's been unable to keep up with the mechanical skills of other scouts in invite/prem. Thaigr has the best DM atm though

https://clips.twitch.tv/KathishCrispySushiRuleFive
https://clips.twitch.tv/GlutenFreeRelentlessLatteRiPepperonis

https://puu.sh/BFCKD/b2d7d3bc6c.png
The only things I've ever heard or seen from you is you being toxic so yea obviously from your point of view this isn't bannable because you say worse shit all the time

As for Nati0nal: Yea sure the admins should've asked you one final time to take down the video but the person it was aimed at had already asked you to take it down and you refused. Simply because you don't think it's harassment doesn't mean the person you aim it at doesn't feel harassed. The same way high school bullies have no clue they're ruining some kid's life by being "playful".
You're not the only person to ever write something negative on a rec post but very few go the extra mile like you did by making videos about it. That's the difference.

It's just a month and you had plenty of time to make things right but you didn't. In TF2 terms a month is a slap on the wrist. It doesn't stop you from playing pugs/mixes/whatever. Pred did way worse things and still plays pugchamp and has his circlejerk constantly reassure him his ban was unjust and that the admins are inconsistent. If he can survive such terrible injustice I'm certain you can too

https://clips.twitch.tv/LaconicEnjoyableCarrotVoHiYo
https://clips.twitch.tv/PreciousSlickSageGrammarKing

Take a break from playing like mentioned above. It's either too hard for you to see yourself improving or you're slowly burning yourself out.

If you can't help the itch to play (a good sign) do some invite/prem demo reviews of whatever roles you prefer playing. If your DM plateaus your gamesense might be the next thing to work on for now

https://clips.twitch.tv/SquareKathishPonyGOWSkull
https://clips.twitch.tv/MoldyBashfulPeppermintChocolateRain
https://clips.twitch.tv/SpookyStupidDoveRlyTho
https://clips.twitch.tv/SingleGiantPenguinDogFace
https://clips.twitch.tv/ObeseTangentialLaptopRlyTho

(sorry for spamming these, I'll stop. for now.)

https://clips.twitch.tv/CaringUnusualNostrilPrimeMe
https://clips.twitch.tv/DeafWiseOwlCopyThis

don't use the options menu when you change crosshairs. Use "cl_crosshair_file crosshair6" instead in console.

If you do use the options menu though:
You'll see the preview image in Options is increasing and decreasing in gap size. This actually affects the gap size when you click apply. Look at the image, click apply when the image has a small gap size

you're better off asking hamaham himself.
I think he edited this HUD himself (not 100% sure, but I vaguely recall seeing him post about it long ago)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBwI9v9qoBs

https://clips.twitch.tv/BetterPleasantOxCeilingCat