I finally got a non-shit pair of headphones, a non-shit mouse, and a non-shit keyboard. The glide of a g400 over a QcK+ while listening to a FLAC of Ave Maria is basically what I picture heaven to feel like.
GRAD SCHOOL APPS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
fuck the physics gre
fuck the physics gre
Reading every single post in this thread, and not touching my college apps...
FML
FML
Got convinced to ref roller derby... Likely going to be murdered by tattooed and angry single mothers on skates.
I discovered my belt buckle is a perfect shape/size to open a bottle.
GG EUROPEAN BEERS
Oh and this girl who was trying to seduce me is pregnant. Slightly baffled.
GG EUROPEAN BEERS
Oh and this girl who was trying to seduce me is pregnant. Slightly baffled.
just slowly doing homework and periodically playing some point and click and drag games
so so so so relaxed right now
so so so so relaxed right now
tranchemusicI discovered my belt buckle is a perfect shape/size to open a bottle.
GG EUROPEAN BEERS
Oh and this girl who was trying to seduce me is pregnant. Slightly baffled.
Get drunk and bang her. It isn't your baby. Just make sure she's clean.
GG EUROPEAN BEERS
Oh and this girl who was trying to seduce me is pregnant. Slightly baffled.[/quote]
Get drunk and bang her. It isn't your baby. Just make sure she's clean.
more feels
my dad has been calling me every two days talking about how I need to send him money and stuff so he can buy things from the commissary or something because he'll get beat to death if he doesn't have anything to pay off people. I went to visit him last weekend and when I told him I don't have any money to give him (I don't) he said he regretted ever knocking up my mom and that it was my fault that he started dealing.
Also I dislocated my ankle playing basketball again and I have to walk around in a boot for the next couple weeks probably but that's really not a big deal all things considered.
my dad has been calling me every two days talking about how I need to send him money and stuff so he can buy things from the commissary or something because he'll get beat to death if he doesn't have anything to pay off people. I went to visit him last weekend and when I told him I don't have any money to give him (I don't) he said he regretted ever knocking up my mom and that it was my fault that he started dealing.
Also I dislocated my ankle playing basketball again and I have to walk around in a boot for the next couple weeks probably but that's really not a big deal all things considered.
My roommate is playing shitty xbox games like NHL and screaming and laughing to his friends over the microphone. He does this every day sometimes for 6-8 hours straight. I'm never able to study in my room, but even when I go to the library and get home at night he stays up til 3 A.M. with lights on doing homework and typing and clicking his loud shitty laptop trackpad all night.
I want to punch him in the face.
I want to punch him in the face.
RiddleMy roommate is playing shitty xbox games like NHL and screaming and laughing to his friends over the microphone. He does this every day sometimes for 6-8 hours straight. I'm never able to study in my room, but even when I go to the library and get home at night he stays up til 3 A.M. with lights on doing homework and typing and clicking his loud shitty laptop trackpad all night.
I want to punch him in the face.
That sounds like last summer, when I had to be up at 6:30 for work every morning but my roommate watched tv at movie theater volume every night until 2 AM. Terrible house with paper-thin walls, too.
Living with d-bags sucks, man
I want to punch him in the face.[/quote]
That sounds like last summer, when I had to be up at 6:30 for work every morning but my roommate watched tv at movie theater volume every night until 2 AM. Terrible house with paper-thin walls, too.
Living with d-bags sucks, man
tranchemusicThat sounds like last summer, when I had to be up at 6:30 for work every morning but my roommate watched tv at movie theater volume every night until 2 AM. Terrible house with paper-thin walls, too.
Living with d-bags sucks, man
Walls? Wish I had those. >.>
The sad part is I took a look at his twitter, and he writes that I'm a "cunt" for wanting to sleep at midnight before an exam (an exam HE ALSO HAD). He also writes that I'm a "fucker" for not being able to sleep with lights on.
Meanwhile he is taking easy classes and making no attempt to make new friends. If all he wanted to do is play video games with high school friends, I don't get why he pays out of state tuition to come here.
/rant
Living with d-bags sucks, man[/quote]
Walls? Wish I had those. >.>
The sad part is I took a look at his twitter, and he writes that I'm a "cunt" for wanting to sleep at midnight before an exam (an exam HE ALSO HAD). He also writes that I'm a "fucker" for not being able to sleep with lights on.
Meanwhile he is taking easy classes and making no attempt to make new friends. If all he wanted to do is play video games with high school friends, I don't get why he pays out of state tuition to come here.
/rant
Successfully lost four friends I cared about, one of which I had known since we were in middle school. I have tried and failed to understand the socially acceptable, and what is courteous and just. I must be a real fucking asshole, and it seems like there is nothing I can do about it.
Crus figured out how to make alts on these forums. :(
RenhetSuccessfully lost four friends I cared about, one of which I had known since we were in middle school. I have tried and failed to understand the socially acceptable, and what is courteous and just. I must be a real fucking asshole, and it seems like there is nothing I can do about it.
You might be a psychopath which is perfectly acceptable. But if you were you wouldn't really care about losing "friends"..
Or you might just be awkward to be around which is even worse then being a psychopath.
You might be a psychopath which is perfectly acceptable. But if you were you wouldn't really care about losing "friends"..
Or you might just be awkward to be around which is even worse then being a psychopath.
Thomasduhtrain You might be a psychopath which is perfectly acceptable. But if you were you wouldn't really care about losing "friends"..
Or you might just be awkward to be around which is even worse then being a psychopath.
I'm not understanding how that is perfectly acceptable.
I couldn't tell anything just from a Wikipedia page, but it is true that I have a lot of trouble feeling any empathy, and I think egocentricity entails difficulty accepting reality/the views and opinions of others, but I don't do that knowingly, I genuinely have trouble understanding how they are right or justified.
Misunderstanding people and miscommunication on my part is largely what contributes to my awkwardness. I am not understanding how that is worse than being a psychopath, however.
Or you might just be awkward to be around which is even worse then being a psychopath.[/quote]
I'm not understanding how that is perfectly acceptable.
I couldn't tell anything just from a Wikipedia page, but it is true that I have a lot of trouble feeling any empathy, and I [i]think[/i] egocentricity entails difficulty accepting reality/the views and opinions of others, but I don't do that knowingly, I genuinely have trouble understanding how they are right or justified.
Misunderstanding people and miscommunication on my part is largely what contributes to my awkwardness. I am not understanding how that is worse than being a psychopath, however.
I was legitimately interested in elaboration, but if you're going to be pointlessly insulting, then that's that I suppose.
RenhetThomasduhtrain You might be a psychopath which is perfectly acceptable. But if you were you wouldn't really care about losing "friends"..I'm not understanding how that is perfectly acceptable.
Or you might just be awkward to be around which is even worse then being a psychopath.
I couldn't tell anything just from a Wikipedia page, but it is true that I have a lot of trouble feeling any empathy, and I think egocentricity entails difficulty accepting reality/the views and opinions of others, but I don't do that knowingly, I genuinely have trouble understanding how they are right or justified.
Misunderstanding people and miscommunication on my part is largely what contributes to my awkwardness. I am not understanding how that is worse than being a psychopath, however.
It's perfectly acceptable because i go to school with more then likely 200+ and i might be able to spot out 2-3 at most. Being a psychopath doesn't mean you're going to burn down a building and rape the poor,
It merely means you don't feel empathy. Which if you don't watch yourself, you may say things that to you sound like a joke, but it is actually offensive others it isn't the worst thing ever, and once you identify the problem you can correct it and basically be completely normal
However if you are just awkward there's very little you can do, you can attempt to act differently, but then you aren't truly being yourself, and if you aren't being yourself, you'll live a half empty life.
Or you might just be awkward to be around which is even worse then being a psychopath.[/quote]
I'm not understanding how that is perfectly acceptable.
I couldn't tell anything just from a Wikipedia page, but it is true that I have a lot of trouble feeling any empathy, and I [i]think[/i] egocentricity entails difficulty accepting reality/the views and opinions of others, but I don't do that knowingly, I genuinely have trouble understanding how they are right or justified.
Misunderstanding people and miscommunication on my part is largely what contributes to my awkwardness. I am not understanding how that is worse than being a psychopath, however.[/quote]
It's perfectly acceptable because i go to school with more then likely 200+ and i might be able to spot out 2-3 at most. Being a psychopath doesn't mean you're going to burn down a building and rape the poor,
It merely means you don't feel empathy. Which if you don't watch yourself, you may say things that to you sound like a joke, but it is actually offensive others it isn't the worst thing ever, and once you identify the problem you can correct it and basically be completely normal
However if you are just awkward there's very little you can do, you can attempt to act differently, but then you aren't truly being yourself, and if you aren't being yourself, you'll live a half empty life.
The clinical definition seems to be more than simply a lack of empathy.
I don't see why one can be corrected and another cannot. I have made a little progress, but the issue I am facing is that the progress made is like memorizing facts for a test: I don't understand them, I just learn that they aren't good things to do, and so I try not to do them. There is still the issue of being expected to identify issues on my own, which I cannot yet do, and of course the resulting frustrations from the other party.
But something like just being awkward seems like something most people can break out of by forcing themselves into social situations.
I don't see why one can be corrected and another cannot. I have made a little progress, but the issue I am facing is that the progress made is like memorizing facts for a test: I don't understand them, I just learn that they aren't good things to do, and so I try not to do them. There is still the issue of being expected to identify issues on my own, which I cannot yet do, and of course the resulting frustrations from the other party.
But something like just being awkward seems like something most people can break out of by forcing themselves into social situations.
my week fucking sucked and i wanna go home and jerk off and play video games before doing the same shit all over on saturday
A very new experience for me today...
Woke up.
Checked Email.
Guy wants to pay money to use one of my photos.
I send Email with hi res photo.
I say, "gib mony plox."
He sends money.
Prophet.
Woke up.
Checked Email.
Guy wants to pay money to use one of my photos.
I send Email with hi res photo.
I say, "gib mony plox."
He sends money.
Prophet.
Well today, my algebra 2/trig teacher decided to check my hw. He decided to give me a 0 for not showing enough work. Well the kid in front of me said, "I didn't do it." So instead of giving him a 0, he decides to give him 2 extra days. Can't wait to get a new teacher...
GeknaiirWell today, my algebra 2/trig teacher decided to check my hw. He decided to give me a 0 for not showing enough work. Well the kid in front of me said, "I didn't do it." So instead of giving him a 0, he decides to give him 2 extra days. Can't wait to get a new teacher...
Sounds like you need to show your work.
Sounds like you need to show your work.
Today i wrote a math test with about half the test on topics we did not cover in class. My school is renowned for it's math program and is known to be quite advanced. Im doing pretty poorly compared to the rest of my class and my parents are starting to get pissed, even though i do between 2-3 hrs of math a night....
GeknaiirWell today, my algebra 2/trig teacher decided to check my hw. He decided to give me a 0 for not showing enough work. Well the kid in front of me said, "I didn't do it." So instead of giving him a 0, he decides to give him 2 extra days. Can't wait to get a new teacher...
high school sucks
I love how nobody cares about my assignments at all in university
high school sucks
I love how nobody cares about my assignments at all in university
Geknaiir, how do you know the kids not some special needs student or gives the teacher BJ's for grades?! Huh?!?