met you at rewind during day 2 as you were sitting right next to me. you seemed like such a happy guy and i can't believe you'd be thinking like this. please dont do it. try your hardest to get through it

You were an awesome guy @ lan and such a great player too. Fucking don't let anyone or anything get to you because you are stronger than them. I've been there too and it really fucking sucks, fight it. You'll win for sure, cause its never the right option to go

his name is crayonnipple

rotate for a buff bro, us medics wont let u die ;)

for real tho. ive tried to kill myself a few times and its not the answer. life gets better. just try and change your environment and outlook on life. try joking about what has you down, try talking to someone, try meditation, ask your parents to take u to a therapist (that doesn't mean u have to tell them whats up if ur afraid too)

theres alot of better options out there brother

Hang in there man. If this quote by Nietzsche is at all relevant, I wish that it may lead you to rethink, reconsider, re-evaluate some aspects of your life... so that you yourself can believe in the value of your life and your future, so that you can hope and maybe even dream. And remember in your times of crisis, regardless of what you think must be the absolute truth, your life does have value for your peers, for your family, and for us and countless others.

"Distress, whether of the soul, body, or intellect, cannot of itself give birth to nihilism (i.e., the radical repudiation of value, meaning, and desirability). Such distress always permits a variety of interpretations."

Yes, you matter.

I think all the comments in this thread are evidence that people are here for you and you're part of this community.

Add me if you fancy a chat about anything, if it will help. Happy to help.

Dont do it m8
call the suicide prevention life line down if needed
1-800-273-8255

just a psa for everyone in this thread, if you know someone who is threatening suicide the best thing you can do is report them to 911. it is important to give as much information as possible so that it can be seen to that they are rescued from a possible attempt or simply put in a psychiatric emergency room, and in all likelihood spend some time in inpatient at a psychiatric ward. posting in a thread is nice, but realistically not the answer to saving a life.

This is why most people that commit suicide don't say anything..
A reassuring conversation will always be better than locking them up.

Anyone know if he's still fine? How is he?

Currently online at least

I just talked with him on discord. Seems like he's feeling at least a bit better today, but these aren't things that get fixed overnight anyway.