I wish i knew my brain is just bad

Womyn

girls, procrastination, self loathing

but its tight since i know ill get through it

im a piece of dogshit

nothing, i am god

ive come to terms with the fact that video games are not good for your mind

none of my immediate family were excited about me getting into uni

my grip on reality is slipping, and i'm doing nothing about it

adhd is so fucking lame dude

brain machine broke

edit: don't downfrag me I'm in pain.

i feel so empty and tired all the time and its starting to eat away at my irl life/responsibilities

its like im constantly on the brink of both getting fired and flunking out but all i wanna do is lie down

ive had to cancel scrims because i feel too shitty to lead a team and i feel like im letting them down

I believe in you. Don't ever feel like you're not worth it, because you are. You deserve to remember what it means to be happy

You chose to lead this team, you didn't choose to let it ruin your life. You don't owe this game or any of these players your future. You do have a responsibility to yourself, however, and you do owe it to yourself to give yourself the life you were born to live.

TF2 isn't what it used to be and there will never be another game that fills the hole thanks to modern games being marketed to the lowest common denominator.

i play lots of tf2 but im still bad help

life is pain

buffed scouts

it's -30 in march

I can't get a team because I have no time and a fucking horrible situation with my family that doesn't ever end, and somehow we're actively setting the record for longest time between major updates again

bball is dead

hey dude congrats on getting into uni!

i dont want my girl no more i just want her toes

I got scammed out of $500 and I'm probably not gonna be able to get it back

tbh being depressed, friendless, totally lost in life, still upset over a girl who i'm sure has long forgotten about me

i just found out that i've been cut from the first actually good team i've ever played on

that im stuck in this shitty fucking third world country and there is nothing i can do about it why was i so fucking unlucky life gave me one chance and I WAS BORN IN GEORGIA a fucking ex soviet country,why wasnt i born in fucking norway or something why was i so unluckyi want to get THE FUCK out of here man ill do anything to get out of this shitty shit hole fucking awful country ill do literally anything to get out of here man it sucks big dick living here :( some of you guys who were born in nice countries be grateful

i feel like i got involved too late into tf2s life to put on a meaningful production when all my idols already put on the best this game will probably already see :( also in general theres just less and less people willing to put their time/energy (very understandably so) into these big efforts resulting in flop productions :(

I'm down about the absolute state that my country is in right now, but I can't write about it, because I will be fired from my job.

a good friend of mine has gone awol and i have no idea where he is or how he is. hes had some mental issues that im trying to help him with but he shrugs me off claiming that i dont really care. havent heard anything out of him for over a week and its nagging at me. i dont live close enough to him to check up on him personally

My fibromyalgia is affecting my ability to play TF2. My thought processes are fucked by brain fog and I feel fatigued and in pain because it's been stormy. I have to save all my energy to play moderately okay in scrims and matches. I'm talking to my doctors about changing some meds around, but if that doesn't work, idk if I'll ever be good at this game.