checked lapiSeeker and a version I made that's almost the same, but neither have that shadow
I think the video editing adds a certain amount of blur to the crosshair
Made an attempt at recreating it

preview: https://imgur.com/a/hPboARF
DL: https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/le8x7a5glq2zt1fh3s445/h?dl=0&rlkey=0fpx5lwwe0azqbi2fpe4saz7b

edit: tested the crosshair in-game and noticed it wasn't saved properly. if you downloaded this and it's really blurry, download again. link updated

https://clips.twitch.tv/NimbleInquisitiveDragonflySSSsss-5Qln6FeKe959H3tk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9zB5zzHSeE

If ppl are interested in (fps) games I'll mention it sometimes. Never had negative reactions
I have friends at work who watch cs and 2 of them have 1000-2000 TF2 hours

Close family and friends know I "play competitions" and I've gone to events. But only a handful know of TF2 as more than an abstract concept

I've shown ppl frag vids before if they were interested and wanted to learn more.
I sometimes babysit for my neighbours' kids and I've watched TFTV casts w them. They like it a lot actually

https://clips.twitch.tv/ImpartialKawaiiPenguinMau5-XmdTzK1erlYa_sm6

https://i.imgur.com/5ugKhU6.png

before this thread dies, if anyone wants to change the original's explosion to that of the stock as well

custom > [whatever this folder is called for you] > scripts > game_sounds_weapons.txt

open game_sounds_weapons.txt, find Weapon_QuakeRPG.Explode

change "weapons\quake_explosion_remastered.wav" to "weapons\explode1.wav"

https://clips.twitch.tv/AntediluvianCrowdedDootTheTarFu-0iuiwyCrZ3QBWUTm
https://clips.twitch.tv/StupidSillyTofuKappa-J7FArvwKqD14PC6A

quick question though
why is it repeated almost 9000 times?

https://i.imgur.com/4z0b4f0.png

edit: removing the extra lines works. tho I replace some other sounds in my file. So uploading it will change more sounds for people than intended

https://clips.twitch.tv/AbstruseHotKoalaTwitchRaid-ntC9Su4HGxbwM709
https://clips.twitch.tv/SarcasticStrangeGiraffeTebowing-Ggj1-JelQVsPubul

https://clips.twitch.tv/WanderingBadKiwiStrawBeary-sS4p2RZYLk7NzdkB

https://clips.twitch.tv/TardyRepleteTaroGivePLZ-_bJKF3mUKQXztUfL

I unironically believe channels like officerreekz are invaluable for the transfer of knowledge with scrim povs, habib casts, etc being uploaded.
Though this is ofcourse a very "raw" form of information

probably the wrong video. probably

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8EuaM09TLA

C.A.P.P.E.R