Dude i just wanna play this game and improve but lately it has been so difficult; like, i know im not the best at all obviously but im willing to learn and i think there is plenty of room for me to improve but its so fucking hard when you cant play the game consistently on a daily basis.
Im a no namer so im barely picked on pugchamp, tf2center is trash, faceit is dead and i dont really enjoy dm / mge / jumping that much. Also, seems like every team i trial for ends up either picking up someone else, dying or being just awful...
Hopefully this is just temporary and everything will get better once i find a good team that wants to scrim frequently, but until then this is such a bummer situation tbh.