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#16 Is an horse an athlete? in Off Topic

Let me begin this letter with a few simple statements of fact. First fact: Mr. Space Ghost conceals his ill intent within esoteric vocabular abuses of our beloved language. Second fact: I am not suggesting government censorship of Space Ghost's snotty, catty smears. Third fact: Failure to define our terms more clearly will lead to a deluge of complaints by Space Ghost's squadristi. These three facts bear repeating over and over again. They are simple and self-evident, but it is easy to forget them in the blizzard of lies and obfuscation coming from Space Ghost and his peeps these days. Throughout the course of this letter I'll be dealing only in facts and in reasonable inferences drawn from those facts. Doing so is indisputably the best way to convey the message that we must mobilize the public. We must get people to stop this insanity.

Space Ghost argues that a plausible excuse is a satisfactory substitute for performance. To maintain this thesis, Space Ghost naturally has had to shovel away a mountain of evidence, which he does by the desperate expedient of claiming that he was chosen by God as the trustee of His wishes and desires. He is not a responsible citizen. Responsible citizens oppose evil wherever it rears its mawkish, shambolic head. Responsible citizens indeed do not keep us hypnotized so we don't maximize our individual potential for effectiveness and success in combatting him. I am stunned that Space Ghost would state publicly that mortgaging away our future is essential for the safety and welfare of the public. I prefer to think that he's saying such tendentious things as a rhetorical device. The other two possibilities—that he's too ignorant to know better or, worse, that his judgment has been impaired by ultracrepidarianism—are too horrible to contemplate.

I used to think that purblind power brokers were the most fork-tongued people on the planet, but now I know that Space Ghost has been entangling our peace and prosperity in the toils of the ambition, rivalship, interest, humor, or caprice of morally crippled monomaniacs. Such utter contempt for the autonomy and free agency of others is the hallmark of defeatism and has no place in a free society. In a free society people can state, without fear of retribution, that we are at war. Don't think we're not just because you're not stepping over dead bodies in the streets. We're at war with Space Ghost's carnaptious claims. We're at war with his arrogant allocutions. And we're at war with his counterproductive, neo-callous pronouncements. As in any war, we ought to be aware of the fact that I wish I knew when Space Ghost was planning on unleashing his next volley of headstrong obloquies. Alas, I'm no Nostradamus. Nevertheless, some of my predictions have come true in spades. For instance, I predicted ages ago that Space Ghost would provide snippy profiteers with a milieu in which they can abandon me on a desert island, and look what happened. Even scarier, I predicted that Space Ghost would acquire power and use it to indoctrinate the worst types of obtuse fabricators there are. Although most people doubted that prediction when I made it, they neglected to consider that Space Ghost is not interested in what is true and what is false or in what is good and what is evil. In fact, those distinctions have no meaning to him whatsoever. The only thing that has any meaning to Space Ghost is sectarianism. Why? Apparently, even know-it-all Space Ghost doesn't know the answer to that one. It wouldn't even matter much if he did, given that we need to stand shoulder-to-shoulder with hard-working families that are struggling to make ends meet. Space Ghost doesn't want to do that. He'd rather force me to have to fight with one hand tied behind my back. Furthermore, he alleges that science is merely a tool invented by the current elite to maintain power. As you can no doubt determine from comments like that, facts and Space Ghost are like oil and water.

Some uninformed distasteful-types are hopelessly shabby. Surprisingly, the courts and our elected officials are way ahead of Space Ghost in embracing this simple fact. His compadres claim to have no choice but to understate the negative impact of radicalism. I wish there were some way to help these miserable, gormless, delusional spongers. They are outcasts, lost in a world they didn't make and don't understand. He files one grievance after another. And let me tell you, I challenge him to point out any text in this letter that proposes that children should belong to the state. It isn't there. There's neither a hint nor a suggestion of such a thing.

The significance of this is that it's amazing to me that Space Ghost's comrades actually insist that you and I are inferior to irascible pauteners. Not only must such people be mentally mutilated beyond hope of regeneration, but there is no such thing as evil in the abstract. It exists only in the evil deeds of evil people like Space Ghost. His argument that his way of life is correct and everyone else's isn't is hopelessly flawed and absolutely circuitous. Vile hedonists don't really want me to dispense justice, although, of course, they all have to pay lip service to the idea. Space Ghost is capable of going berserk without notice. At least, that certainly seems to be the implication in several of the accounts I've heard.

When I look back I think, “Anyone who denies this and insists on looking at issues from a single perspective is a participant in a flat, simplistic, and incomplete world.” I call Space Ghost's allegations “fractally cuckoo”. That is, they're cuckoo on so many levels and from so many perspectives that one can conclude only that although I disapprove of what Space Ghost says, I will defend to the death his right to say it. Or, at a minimum, I'll cross-examine Space Ghost's illiberal, careless communiqués. Okay, that's not quite the same as “defending to the death,” but at least it demonstrates that Space Ghost uses big words like “pseudoparenchymatous” to make himself sound important. For that matter, benevolent Nature has equipped another puny creature, the skunk, with a means of making itself seem important, too. Although Space Ghost's endeavors may reek like a skunk, Space Ghost claims that he is a champion of liberty and individual expression. I would say that that claim is 70% folderol, 20% twaddle, and 10% another prudish attempt to hurt people's feelings.

Space Ghost has been coercing college professors into peddling propaganda and imposing orthodoxies instead of stimulating free inquiry. More emphatically, he's fundamentally ignorant, small, and petty. In fact, Space Ghost stands for everything he says he's against: ignorance, smallness, and pettiness. It is therefore the case that he has already been shockingly successful at introducing a zeitgeist of absolutism to our society. What's worse is that he has even more nocuous plans in the works. We therefore inarguably need to gird ourselves for a frightening future. To begin doing so, let me remind you that it has been said that it's always sadly comic to listen to Space Ghost's blather about how he is known for his sound judgment, unerring foresight, and sagacious adaptation of means to ends. I believe that to be true. I also believe that one big problem we have is that lamebrained slugs are rarely punished for providing wanton backbiters with an irresistible temptation to feature simplistic answers to complex problems. Alas, rather than improving the situation, Space Ghost insists on petty posturing for his own self-aggrandizement. Not only does that accomplish nothing useful, but it demonstrates that I've been trying to get Space Ghost to admit that he has a fondness for spouting out technical mumbo-jumbo. Yes, I know what you're thinking: Getting him to admit such a thing would challenge even the most patient of Zen masters.

posted about 7 years ago
#143 mastercomfig - fps/customization config in Customization
JarateKingjoshuawnwithout using sillygibs, what would be the best way(s) to hide the gib effects? would it be possible to preload custom files (e.g. textures and/or scripts relating to gibs that are pointed to null or missing files) such that they work on all different sv_pure server types?You should be able to preload null models to hide them. Should work with both regular and silly gibs. I forget if clean tf2 does that for gibs or not, but it'd just be a matter of copying and renaming the model files. Same thing as the no hats mod basically.

Don't commands already disable gibs though? Sorry if I'm mistaken but I thought that was an option.

mastercoms states in her config that disabling the violence_hgibs convar forces sillygibs (which, due to what i assume are other convars that aren't explicitly related to gibs, still hides them from view). i'm not sure if these hidden sillygibs still cause a performance loss versus regular gibs. if they do, i'll definitely be using your Clean TF2 mods.

there is another convar called tf_playergib, but i believe it's tied to a server setting which controls what type of gibs are shown.

also, i just realized that the major visual discrepancy that threw me off was violence_hblood. and since mastercoms verified that blood can be safely disabled, i'm satisfied as is. it has been so long since i used a config that enabled blood that it completely threw me off.

@JackStanley did you make sure to remove the -dxlevel launch option after you forced the game to use it (i.e. set it, instantly close the game after verifying in console that the dxlevel was set, and remove it)? playing the game while the launch option is active is known to cause performance & graphical problems.

posted about 7 years ago
#141 mastercomfig - fps/customization config in Customization

without using sillygibs, what would be the best way(s) to hide the gib effects? would it be possible to preload custom files (e.g. textures and/or scripts relating to gibs that are pointed to null or missing files) such that they work on all different sv_pure server types?

my main problem with gibs is that they can appear desynchronized from the victim. ideally, i'd like to completely hide the gib effects without relying on sillygibs & reducing my framerate. however, if there was a way to make them pop into existence in a less janky fashion, i could live with that.

posted about 7 years ago
#23 longest you've gone without sleep in Off Topic
niverijoshuawnVulcanjoshuawnsnipjesus christ dude that's insane, how many classes were you taking that semester? and what are auditory hallucinations?
hallucinations related to hearing (i.e. hearing sounds that can't be real). namely sounded like men of varying distances whispering or suddenly yelling syllables (swore i heard my name a few times & jolted out of bed), the building creaking (the building i live in is stable & rarely, if ever, creaks), and a few times before i completely fell asleep i would be jolted awake by a really loud beep (reiterating that none of these sounds could've been real).
Did u get a good grade?

i did well on those assignments & was fortunate enough to get all A's that semester (admittedly low A's, but it doesn't matter as very few classes at my school differentiate between A-'s and A's). worth noting that i failed a test in my easiest class of the semester during that stretch (principles of programming -- i was too focused on my homework to study for it & too tired to focus during the test itself) and had to make sure i got 100% on all my homework & >= 90% on my tests from then on to pull the grade from a D to a low A. looking back, even though i consoled myself that this was a strategic compromise, knowing i bombed a test made that week much more stressful than it probably should've been. if i prioritized the test, it would've potentially dampened the symptoms from the all-nighters. hindsight is 20/20.

i've always hated (most) tests & i could go on a whole other rant on them. from what i've seen, (proper) homework & projects are much more useful in long-term understanding & mastery. i know too many people in my cohort that barely grasp complex parts of our current material as they fuck around on homework, but they do great on most of the tests because they have strong short-term memories (much stronger than mine, at least) & the tests tend to regurgitate an inorganically large portion of the material rather than promote the reconstruction of theorems & algorithms through fundamentals. much of the problem has to do with bureaucratic, departmental pressures on professors to produce good grades while assuring said higher-ups of their students' mastery of material that the professors are usually constantly behind on. easiest way to do that is to essentially make obscenely long tests that use "test-bank level" question/answers.

posted about 7 years ago
#19 longest you've gone without sleep in Off Topic
Vulcanjoshuawnsnipjesus christ dude that's insane, how many classes were you taking that semester? and what are auditory hallucinations?

only 5 classes for a total of 18 credit hours. auditory hallucinations are those related to hearing (i.e. hearing sounds that don't actually exist). namely sounded like men of varying distances whispering or suddenly yelling syllables (swore i heard my name a few times & jolted out of bed), the building creaking (the building i live in is stable & rarely, if ever, creaks), and a few times before i completely fell asleep i would be jolted awake by a really loud beep (to reiterate, none of these sounds could've been real).

the main visual hallucinations were: shadow-men & shadow-animals (such as snarling dogs near my doorway and rats in the crevices of my bed sheets), LED's on the electronics around my room (i.e. my desktop's monitors, my laptop, and my smoke detector) being extremely bright for a split second, and the walls "bleeding" colorfully.

it is worth noting that, while i noticed some "color bleeding" visual distortions as i was working during the end of the stretch, it wasn't until i lied down that both the auditory & visual hallucinations really came into full effect.

overall, it felt what i imagine would be a really bad LSD trip.

posted about 7 years ago
#17 longest you've gone without sleep in Off Topic

2 semesters ago, i stayed up for ~100 hours straight to do homework, go to class, rinse & repeat (with a few 5-10 minute stretch- & snack- breaks here and there to stay awake). each assignment i had to do was important enough where if i skipped them and got 0's, my best-case scenario was <= an 80% in the classes if i got perfect grades on the rest of my assignments. i didn't procrastinate; my database class moved up the due date on a project from a week to 2 days due to my professor's motivations to familiarize us with more material before our final project. this left me just over a day for each of my 3 assignments due for the week.

come the end of the stretch while i attended my last class of the week, i had radiating pain in my chest, a loss of breath & itchy sensations in my left armpit. i literally stumbled my way back home after the class ended & worked about 8 more hours on my last assignment. when i could finally lie down after turning in the final assignment online, i couldn't immediately fall asleep due to intense visual & auditory hallucinations that lasted about an hour.

ever since then, i've had pulsatile tinnitus in my right ear which is amplified by stress &/or further sleep deprivation.
i've posted about this before, but the consequences of a stretch from 2 semesters ago were frustratingly debilitating last semester (the pulsatile tinnitus completely destroys my sleep quality &, when audible, my ability to focus) & i just wanted to rant.

i had an MRI of my head & neck over the summer which came up inconclusive (good in the sense of no observable damage, but bad in the sense of lacking a diagnosis). none of the doctors i've been to (including an ENT) have offered any useful advice other than to take OTC sleep medication without regard to developing tolerance just in order to be able to sleep. i refuse to do this on the sole basis of certain sleep medication (namely diphenhydramine which has been the most effective in improving my sleep quality) being potentially neurotoxic with long-term usage. even if my condition is currently physically inhibitive, it seems to have had minimal effect on my reasoning faculties. i can't chance my long-term prospects due to symptoms which may only be in the short-term. my condition has admittedly improved over the summer by taking it as easy as possible (i.e. the "whooshing" sounds happen less frequently & aren't as loud unless i bend over or otherwise contort my body). unfortunately, i also have radiating nerve pain of various intensities in my digits which seems to have gotten worse over time (namely in the joints of my toes with very slight discomfort in my secondary & tertiary knuckles of my fingers) & correspondingly confound my sleep problems.

regardless, i sincerely regret not swallowing my pride & asking for an extension. over a year of this shit is awful & i wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.

posted about 7 years ago
#11 240hz monitors in Hardware

i'm interested in how the XL2546 performs latency-wise & G2G-wise against other 144hz-240hz monitors out there:
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B06XT6XQ6V/

DyAc (a supposedly low-latency form of strobing/motion blur reduction) is enabled by default.

posted about 7 years ago
#5 let us all go on an adventure in Off Topic
phoroforis this shitty version of
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygI-2F8ApUM

mine is older!!!

posted about 7 years ago
#1 let us all go on an adventure in Off Topic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KuIQOh8j2fE

posted about 7 years ago
#2 It's another one of these threads in Videos

crabstract's opinion is very important to me thank u very much
this is among his greatest videos alongside such classics as https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pzyZVj3NQR4
it is important 4 tf2 players to care about cosmetics and competitives so i will reward him with honorary status into the french assassins

welcome aboard RECruit (play on words because REC is like the reclaimed which u use to buy cosmetics)
- kernel dagger rider of the french assassins

posted about 7 years ago
#7 Scout LFT Low Open in Recruitment (looking for team)

had a lot of potential back when i first met her & i'm sure she still does
wb and gl!

posted about 7 years ago
#3 Sad in Music, Movies, TV

Dear Zachary: A Letter to a Son About His Father
just watch it without any preliminary research; the less you know about it, the better.

posted about 7 years ago
#2 Apt LFT Scout S25-26(?) in Recruitment (looking for team)

a++ highly recommended

posted about 7 years ago
#1 a really important video in TF2 General Discussion

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bcXiwNjkhxU

posted about 7 years ago
#14 The TF2 Riddle in Off Topic
the301stspartanjoshuawnif you're interested in this (or really any other kind of) sequence, you should consult the online encyclopedia of integer sequences:
https://oeis.org/A283564

There are no solutions there

i was editing my post to go more in-depth about where to look. :)
the comments section in the provided mathoverflow link describe the steps to generating your desired solutions.

posted about 7 years ago
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