I appreciate what your doing hellbent i really do, and i am not trying to argue, but its hard not to bring personal happenings into the game. I never told my team what i did see that made me cringe just funny stories i had stumbled upon along the way but there is no way that i could have prevented it from affecting me personally. I understand what you are trying to say but it's impossible which is why i probably shouldnt have played this past season. I am aware of the fact this i just video games but it helps me and ive met amazing people along the way and id like to continue doing that. In regaurds to s13 i was way less work stressed and we had a team the whole time i mean look at the difference in threads http://teamfortress.tv/forum/thread/5143/1 It's really affected me and i just want to try to be what i once was.

Thank you everyone to has commented i appreciate all feed back whether it be negative or positive if you take the time to give me any sort of advice or comment i am thankful for it. On the subject of this season I played like shit and i get that. The game breloom and Hellbent are talking about there are no excuses for i played scared and it showed. I was debating on whether i should have played that season or not i was going to be taking alot of courses one of which was the emt class. I probably would not have found a team if it wasnt for tino and after playing with them a couple of times i had fallen in love with the team. Unfortunately i would never be prepared for the things that i would later see in my clinicals and ride alongs that i still can't get out of my head. I would use tf2 as an escape and other video games as well but it never really worked. Now i actually am landing a job which ill only drive old people around (which is the backup part not sure what shift ill get). So in regaurds to the IM thing i simply thought it was the new high open and i have been practicing when i can this summer.

TL;DR Thank you for the feedback, I know i sucked but i only asked for a shot to see if i have improved.

Hello I am pie_hero i have played 4 seasons in open and have had a lot of complicated things to deal with in my personal life so far and its not over yet so im not sure if i can play or backup yet but id love to get some tryouts in.

Teams
nooblords s10
gilmore girls s11
team echelon; open is hard (for a game) s12
Get Netflixed s13

hes a great guy he would do well on any level open team good luck bud.

Soapy is an amazing human being except for the fact his scout is ugly.... He has amazing DM and is a pleasure to have in mumble any team hoping to be in open playoffs needs to pick this man legend up

Really good guys on the team they have gotten vastly better over the season. If you want to be on a team that will stick it out this is the team. Definatley high open capable as well.

has amazing potential and has vastly improved in such a short amount of time. Any open team wanting to make playoffs cant go wrong with this pick up

This team is going to do very well in open. I had the pleasure with playing with them for a little bit and with a solid demo and medic there won't be any stopping them. Also broking and yeeegz are hilarious to hang out with but when its time to get srs they play srs.

freddy/giffy and smire

This guy has serious potential he will learn this game fast and easily can play at a high open level any team looking to get into playoffs can not go wrong with this pick up

seeing a person die has been quite the experience. When i was on a clinical for my EMT program i was required to help around the emergency room. An old lady comes through and her heart was already stopped so i got to preform cpr which was really exciting we brought her back twice but unfortunately she had passed. It was actually quite peaceful because she never woke the heart monitor just let out its beep. The most emotional experience was seeing a 50 something cry momma while her children tried to comfort her and the grand children stepped outside not knowing how to react. Ill never forget those reactions.

really fun guy to hang out with as well as play with. Really eager to learn and is quick at picking things up

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awful is a great guy, hes eager to learn and shows some great potential as well. A UGC team could not go wrong with picking this player up

So the last of us is coming out tomorrow and i wanted to know if anyone had a playstation 3 and wanted to create a last of us group for multiplayer!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9Mlh0dR4XU