Hello TFTV members, if you pay attention to the threads on a somewhat regular basis I am sure you have seen my posts. There have been 2 different times now, in 2 different threads where I acted like a complete child. I am not here to make excuses. I am not here to ask for forgiveness, I do not deserve that. I am here to give an explanation of sorts and a public apology.
Both times I went out of my way to hate on other members here had to do with b4nny threads. Both times I have been a lot more drunk than I should have been. (This is not an excuse for my actions in any way at all)
My real life at times gets me down in the dumps, just like I am sure happens to a lot or all of you. However, my choice to drink excessively and treat others like complete crap in the process is inexcusable and shows a serious lack of self control on my part.
I am not going to go into the details of the other night and why I was such a horrible person to you all. For one, it doesn't matter what happened to me, that should never be taken out on others. For two, I know at the end of the day none of you will care anyways.
I am simply here to say I was wrong. My posts have been downright despicable and going back and reading all of them I can not believe I allowed myself to stoop so low and hurt the community that I honestly care about. I have never been comfortable with making friends, in real life or online. I do however, like this website and the people associated with it. This is one of the first sites I open after work and even though I have not posted (constructively) in any threads I do enjoy reading others' posts.
I am more sorry than any of you will ever know or even believe. I do not expect forgiveness, I am not asking for anything from any of you besides giving this a read and hoping in the future that I can prove myself as a good person rather than a cancer.
Lastly I want to thanks the admins here for only temp banning me even though I admit I deserve much worse. Just shows how good of people you are.
Thanks for reading and if I posted this in the wrong section my apologies.
TL:DR I am sorry for being the biggest piece of garbage in all of TF2.
Hello TFTV members, if you pay attention to the threads on a somewhat regular basis I am sure you have seen my posts. There have been 2 different times now, in 2 different threads where I acted like a complete child. I am not here to make excuses. I am not here to ask for forgiveness, I do not deserve that. I am here to give an explanation of sorts and a public apology.
Both times I went out of my way to hate on other members here had to do with b4nny threads. Both times I have been a lot more drunk than I should have been. (This is not an excuse for my actions in any way at all)
My real life at times gets me down in the dumps, just like I am sure happens to a lot or all of you. However, my choice to drink excessively and treat others like complete crap in the process is inexcusable and shows a serious lack of self control on my part.
I am not going to go into the details of the other night and why I was such a horrible person to you all. For one, it doesn't matter what happened to me, that should never be taken out on others. For two, I know at the end of the day none of you will care anyways.
I am simply here to say I was wrong. My posts have been downright despicable and going back and reading all of them I can not believe I allowed myself to stoop so low and hurt the community that I honestly care about. I have never been comfortable with making friends, in real life or online. I do however, like this website and the people associated with it. This is one of the first sites I open after work and even though I have not posted (constructively) in any threads I do enjoy reading others' posts.
I am more sorry than any of you will ever know or even believe. I do not expect forgiveness, I am not asking for anything from any of you besides giving this a read and hoping in the future that I can prove myself as a good person rather than a cancer.
Lastly I want to thanks the admins here for only temp banning me even though I admit I deserve much worse. Just shows how good of people you are.
Thanks for reading and if I posted this in the wrong section my apologies.
TL:DR I am sorry for being the biggest piece of garbage in all of TF2.
do you like anime?
because you write like you do
do you like anime?
because you write like you do
alcoholism is dangerous
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Deg7VrpHbM[/youtube]
A demon took over my body.... it was not me.... something took the best of me.
A demon took over my body.... it was not me.... something took the best of me.
i lvoE to pst whEn im rdun.k
i lvoE to pst whEn im rdun.k
boehrkys
this new phenomenon of "internet kissing" people who are having some trouble is really heartwarming tbh
[quote=boehr]kys[/quote] this new phenomenon of "internet kissing" people who are having some trouble is really heartwarming tbh
call me if you need to talk
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call me if you need to talk
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You need friends.
Real life ones...
You need friends.
Real life ones...
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reddddcall me if you need to talk
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this is a dominos pizza number wtf
[quote=redddd]call me if you need to talk
3146523030[/quote]
this is a dominos pizza number wtf
brinkletonreddddcall me if you need to talk
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this is a dominos pizza number wtf
ROFL
[quote=brinkleton][quote=redddd]call me if you need to talk
3146523030[/quote]
this is a dominos pizza number wtf[/quote]
ROFL
I didn't know 12 year olds could drink.
I didn't know 12 year olds could drink.
Reminder that if you repeat your past behavior, this post means NOTHING
Reminder that if you repeat your past behavior, this post means NOTHING
Stop being dickheads, the dude is just trying to apologize
Stop being dickheads, the dude is just trying to apologize
VulcanStop being dickheads, the dude is just trying to apologize
this is a community that thinks calling someone a fag and a nigger is something that is only debatably bad
the people here are emotionally stunted man children who will amount to nothing in their life beyond menial middle management positions while they waste their days wishing they could leave 2 hours early to play more video games
[quote=Vulcan]Stop being dickheads, the dude is just trying to apologize[/quote]
this is a community that thinks calling someone a fag and a nigger is something that is only debatably bad
the people here are emotionally stunted man children who will amount to nothing in their life beyond menial middle management positions while they waste their days wishing they could leave 2 hours early to play more video games
[img]http://i.imgur.com/WHszWf4.jpg[/img]
eeeVulcanStop being dickheads, the dude is just trying to apologize
this is a community that thinks calling someone a fag and a nigger is something that is only debatably bad
the people here are emotionally stunted man children who will amount to nothing in their life beyond menial middle management positions while they waste their days wishing they could leave 2 hours early to play more video games
thx for copy pasta
[quote=eee][quote=Vulcan]Stop being dickheads, the dude is just trying to apologize[/quote]
this is a community that thinks calling someone a fag and a nigger is something that is only debatably bad
the people here are emotionally stunted man children who will amount to nothing in their life beyond menial middle management positions while they waste their days wishing they could leave 2 hours early to play more video games[/quote]
thx for copy pasta
does this mean tftv switched modes?
does this mean tftv switched modes?
lmao of all the places you could have gone and things you could have done drunk you decided to spend it on tftv SeemsGood
lmao of all the places you could have gone and things you could have done drunk you decided to spend it on tftv SeemsGood
u should play some dnd with me
im a female drow cleric with huge ass titties and i let all of the men touch them 24/7 and i have a huge ass that wont fit inside of my skimpy armor and its like so fucking hot bro and its like i love it so much man holy orgasm bro
u should play some dnd with me
im a female drow cleric with huge ass titties and i let all of the men touch them 24/7 and i have a huge ass that wont fit inside of my skimpy armor and its like so fucking hot bro and its like i love it so much man holy orgasm bro
THEBILLDOZERdo you like anime?
because you write like you do
I do not actually. Never really got into the stuff.
boehrkys
Thanks, somewhat deserved I suppose.
reddddcall me if you need to talk
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Pizza makes everyone feel better LOL
BooopI didn't know 12 year olds could drink.
No, but, 12 and a half yr olds can ;)
bLaReminder that if you repeat your past behavior, this post means NOTHING
Agreed and my whole point of this thread was hopes of getting the chance to prove it wont be repeated.
VulcanStop being dickheads, the dude is just trying to apologize
Thank you!!
Snacklmao of all the places you could have gone and things you could have done drunk you decided to spend it on tftv SeemsGood
My intention was to check a few threads and go to bed.....hindsight, that's what I should have done.
DishSoapu should play some dnd with me
im a female drow cleric with huge ass titties and i let all of the men touch them 24/7 and i have a huge ass that wont fit inside of my skimpy armor and its like so fucking hot bro and its like i love it so much man holy orgasm bro
I, umm, yeah thanks for the offer :P
[quote=THEBILLDOZER]do you like anime?
because you write like you do[/quote]
I do not actually. Never really got into the stuff.
[quote=boehr]kys[/quote]
Thanks, somewhat deserved I suppose.
[quote=redddd]call me if you need to talk
3146523030[/quote]
Pizza makes everyone feel better LOL
[quote=Booop]I didn't know 12 year olds could drink.[/quote]
No, but, 12 and a half yr olds can ;)
[quote=bLa]Reminder that if you repeat your past behavior, this post means NOTHING[/quote]
Agreed and my whole point of this thread was hopes of getting the chance to prove it wont be repeated.
[quote=Vulcan]Stop being dickheads, the dude is just trying to apologize[/quote]
Thank you!!
[quote=Snack]lmao of all the places you could have gone and things you could have done drunk you decided to spend it on tftv SeemsGood[/quote]
My intention was to check a few threads and go to bed.....hindsight, that's what I should have done.
[quote=DishSoap]u should play some dnd with me
im a female drow cleric with huge ass titties and i let all of the men touch them 24/7 and i have a huge ass that wont fit inside of my skimpy armor and its like so fucking hot bro and its like i love it so much man holy orgasm bro[/quote]
I, umm, yeah thanks for the offer :P
It's okay man. You're not alone.
It's okay man. You're not alone.
ty for apologizing, its good that you recognize your mistakes and just make sure it doesn't happen again :)
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ty for apologizing, its good that you recognize your mistakes and just make sure it doesn't happen again :)
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bless ur soul babs
~~~~goodbye my lover~~~~
bless ur soul babs
~~~~goodbye my lover~~~~
GoofyGorilladoes this mean tftv switched modes?
ur memes are shitty
[quote=GoofyGorilla]does this mean tftv switched modes?[/quote]
ur memes are shitty
eeethis is a community that thinks calling someone a fag and a nigger is something that is only debatably bad
the people here are emotionally stunted man children who will amount to nothing in their life beyond menial middle management positions while they waste their days wishing they could leave 2 hours early to play more video games
http://img04.deviantart.net/c3c8/i/2010/117/f/d/beating_a_dead_horse_by_pjperez.jpg
[quote=eee]this is a community that thinks calling someone a fag and a nigger is something that is only debatably bad
the people here are emotionally stunted man children who will amount to nothing in their life beyond menial middle management positions while they waste their days wishing they could leave 2 hours early to play more video games[/quote]
[img]http://img04.deviantart.net/c3c8/i/2010/117/f/d/beating_a_dead_horse_by_pjperez.jpg[/img]