i hate sandbaggers

There's this one fucking guy in my bio class who sits on his laptop for the entire class period reading fucking comic books and expects me to explain to him what we're supposed to be doing. People who fuck around 24/7 when somebody else's grade is on the line piss me off so much.

This season isn't really turning out the way I thought it would due to many uncontrollable circumstances that just impede our ability to make progress as a team.

Valve has yet to add the UGC medals to the game despite the request for them being sent around 2 months ago and reusing previously existing designs, and the fucking tf2jam and rallycall medals get added after one dude bitches about it on reddit almost immediately.

i just want to wear my shitty plat medals valve fuck

always scared to join a new team, afraid ill get cut somehow

why dont u bitch on reddit then

already have, i dont play pyro enough for my posts to matter though...

I hate the schooling system.
There should be Honors classes available for every class, not just core subjects.
The theory of repetition being the most effective learning tool is retarded. Repeating 2+2=4 to a toddler won't help them understand it better because they are not able to grasp an abstract concept like that. Similarly, if someone is unable to understand derivatives, repeating the same thing over and over won't help. If they can't comprehend it the first time you say it, maybe you should be a better teacher.

I played someone who used mantreads in endif. Almost won anyways but still the largest dick move I've seen in a while besides using the DDS against normal people and not just to counter hackers.

my mom tells me she loves me more than anything and at the same time that none of my depression/anxiety issues are relevant enough to warrant wanting to die just because she was physically abused as a child. My parents both also say that they do literally everything for me even though my desperate need for treatment for ADD/ADHD has yet to be resolved despite me begging for a year now to see a psychiatrist or specialist. What the fuck kind of person tells their kid their problems dont matter when they want to die

i doubt shes actually unconcerned about it and instead trying to snap you out of it in a really shitty way. like "hey man dont worry so much it could be way worse," not "lol ur a dummy," she just doesnt realize how it comes off

doctors are expensive, that can fuck with peoples perspectives on when its necessary to see them.

im pretty sure I just lost a pair of $50 earbuds ive had for only a week and just yesterday was my bday so people are going to ask why I feel shitty on my bday and with family coming over I feel like I will just ruin every ones day

i love u yerb happy birthday

High schools that require extra shit for you to graduate are retarded. I already have 500 things to worry about why the fuck are you giving me more on top of this?

Taking multiple AP classes was a mistake

Working for an ISP and getting a call from a business asking for us to fix an issue that they can't process Gift Cards, yet debit cards, credit cards and everything else that uses the internet there works, but it must be our fault and something we fix cause their Bank said so.

I was just diagnosed with ADD back in September and I can tell you that if you're like me then getting medication (I was prescribed Concerta) can and will make a gigantic positive difference in how you feel and think and behave. Adderall XR is an extended release generic version of Adderall which is decently cheap compared to most ADD/ADHD meds. If your school performance is struggling because of your ADD/ADHD there's a good chance that a good prescription will make a world of difference.

My only warning is that a lot of ADD meds are amphetamines or other stimulants and they act as vasoconstrictors, so they can lead to a pseudo-erectile dysfunction. I really hope you get the treatment you need though cause I feel so much happier and so much more normal now than I thought I could feel. Tell your mom the wonders that meds can do for school performance. Good luck.

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my nose is runny and I cant do anything about it till class ends

no

my boss decided that the 6 hours of work she contracted me for wasn't worth it even though we went through multiple drafts of each design she wanted
i'm only getting paid for half the time
:(

I got moved to sub without my team telling me anything and only found out because they changed my role in the discord and now I can't tell when scrims are >:(

bought shogun 2 only to realize that online is completely useless since i dont have the "people with guns" DLC and i lose every single match
money well spent

leave the team - they're gonna get u without telling u one day, they put u on sub because they think they can do better without you. never be happy with second place

Is it not refundable?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkDMz2ml0gw

i cant seem to get good at anything it being games or irl stuff :(

Don't worry a lot of people here have that problem.

yep fall of the samurai literally killed the tournament community. The only people who stayed are people who enjoyed the japanese version of Napolean Total War over Napolean Total War which was pretty few. That was like 5 years ago. I participated in a couple myself.

was literally the most depressing game were I was ranked 50th in the global leaderboards and the day after FotS was released I played against a FotS army with a regular Shogun 2 army the same one I used for tournaments and got crushed by some dude who was ranked like 5000th something quit because of that, tried again a couple weeks later after they nerfed FotS armies and talked to a few people about the best way to play against the new armies with the old ones and still lost to some 3000th rank dude.

here's the only battle commentary I did https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSeuu5n9_aU I cringe so hard now listening to it lol

i am doing jack shit with my life and i hate it but i also have zero motivation to change anything

i also want to make more videos for my own channel but i have this "i can't be bothered" mentality that ruins everything

fuck you, me.

Forgiving yourself is a good first step towards changing it.