i admit that i get tilted when people are being negative and just being tilted in general, not trying to attack you but you do get negative delete and it does affect me ingame and mentally, like i said in the OP, im trying to find a chill team to avoid getting tilted, also i said "low im, mid im on a good day"

i do appreciate posts like this and if you have any more problems please tell me, i would rather talk it over through steam tho

smesi has been a sweet individual in all interactions we have ever had

i must note that reading this post to its entirety was very hard, its like the ramblings of a mad man

to stay ontopic, smesi is a nice person at heart i think, but he has a problem with shit talking people. just chill with the mouth dude and youll be fine :)

Hes pretty ok

a glimpse into the world that is smesi:

am i wrong tho?
are you saying that you did well in IM?

i'm just gonna keep at that

any actual criticism is accepted and encouraged

i never once said i did well in im

I think we already made the point, I had a conversation with him just yesterday were we both agreed in changing things that bother other people. If we are actually learning from mistakes then there's no need to generate more violence and useless drama. I never said smesi was a bad player, but his behavior was something that bothered a lot of people and he is willing to change. I just noticed he's pretty young so going through the age of fucking up and learning is natural. Of course taking criticism is sometimes painful but life always hits you with that.

@Viper okay probably he was mean to you and I'm not gonna side with anyone, but I will remind you this (thank god I save the funniest pastebins):

viper: Psi
Psi | LFS 10:30: hi yes hi
viper: give me your 10:00 scrim
Psi | LFS 10:30: what
Psi | LFS 10:30: I cant scrim you 10:00 sorry
Psi | LFS 10:30: we have another at that time, and we are playing for a whole hour
viper: no retard
viper: like cancel your scrim and let me scrim them
Psi | LFS 10:30: ?
Psi | LFS 10:30: you want to scrim hedgehog's team?
viper: yes
Psi | LFS 10:30: I scheduled with them first
Psi | LFS 10:30: sorry I cant do that
viper: tell them to cancel you and give me the scrim
Psi | LFS 10:30: no
Psi | LFS 10:30: also why dont we play each other instead? I can do 9:00 and I can move hedgehog
Psi | LFS 10:30: or 10:30
viper: we have a match 10:30
viper: we dont have time
Psi | LFS 10:30: lets scrim right now then
viper: you are so fucking retarded dude
viper: like holy shit
Psi | LFS 10:30: LMAO WHY?
Psi | LFS 10:30: BECAUSE I DONT WANNA CANCEL A SCRIM THAT I SCHEDULED A WHOLE WEEK AGO?
Psi | LFS 10:30: we rolled your team idk why you urge to scrim hedgehog's team, and we are at like the very bottom of IM.
viper: find someone else to scrim
Psi | LFS 10:30: dude
Psi | LFS 10:30: why YOU dont find someone to scrim
Psi | LFS 10:30: there are plenty on discord
Psi | LFS 10:30: deathy added me to scrim but we are not gonna scirm them
Psi | LFS 10:30: we are gonna get destroyed
viper: just cancel your scrim
viper: legit you are the biggest fucking retard I have ever met
viper: please cancel them
Psi | LFS 10:30: are you actually this desperate?
Psi | LFS 10:30: lmao
Psi | LFS 10:30: whatever I'll tell hedgehog to scrim you instead
viper: THANKS
viper: god this is why I hate talking to people with down syndrome
viper: they never understand
Psi | LFS 10:30: lmao you are so welcome
viper is now Offline.
(removes me, S24 IM)

Then I see you are in MY mumble with your whole HL team, so I just come by to greet exile and you suddenly SCREAM again telling everyone I'm "toxic" because I gave you the scrim I planned. Like I get called toxic for sometimes being mean to other players in pugs who do stuff I dont like but even I draw a line.
I think this is pretty self explanatory, nothing more has to be added.

viper ur 26 bro act ur age

IDK every time I've talked to smesi he is always super rude. And he openly shittalks out of nowhere for no reason. I'll just be on pugchamp not saying anything and out of nowhere he will just make some rude or insulting comment towards me. I haven't even done anything. As much as I am a meme no-one takes it that far. Even tambo who dislikes me allot doesn't openly out of nowhere talk Shit when I'm just chilling. And I notice he does this to a few others. You need to chill out and realize when it's right to meme and when you are just being an asshole.

everytime i've talked to him he has been an ass and has had an ego

pretty big troll it seems from pugs, also 100% not an IM medic

yeah u guys are all really gullible and got trolled ROFL

better than half of the "IM" medics ive seen

http://i.imgur.com/yuHKPGo.png

why are u everywhere

smesi smesison

Still owes me 17$

smesi hasn't ever not been nice to me but idk maybe he has an ego around other people? that being said idk why people are saying he isn't IM capable, he's probably better than most meds looking to play low IM.

smesi (Rank 545 Soldier) joined from Mexico
* [D|Noble III] quatre-vingt six : smesi beaner confirmed
* [S|Peasant V] smesi : i'VE bEEN caUGHT

hello
the team i was subbing for died so

looking to sub/maybe main for another team pref mid-high open (or high open-im pre-merge)
preferably medic but i can play soldier too kinda
my fees are paid and stuff

also i slightly edited the op with some stuff if anyone cares

smesi wtf are those chatlogs up there bro? for shame. real nibbas know better... anyway stay on that grind my guy haha

ROFL

sure fire way to fix ur rep, call ppl out

bump
lft sub
edited op

thanks

i still like smesi