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i become so anxious and pressured for a pug for some reason

i've pretty much accepted that im just not good at shooters. i dont have the mechanical skill to aim properly and my reaction time can be subpar. it really frustrates me since i play with lots of really good players and i'll always be the one thats struggling to keep up while they all improve at a much faster rate.

maybe i should stick to minecraft

First pug i play in months and the server is so laggy i can't even leave spawn.

i felt this way once and from experience i know it sucks to feel that way,but for me it was a block in either mindset or i just hadn't put enough time into the thing i was trying to get better at so nothing had clicked yet. believe me, you are much better than you think, and you can definitely get good at shooters :D

Everyone besides the top 5% in amateur are bad

I'm so tired of having fortnite shoved in my face by my ape friends. I literally cannot have a conversation with them without a mention of that fucking game.

i grew up in a household of 3 siblings as the only one to play video games as a major hobby and the other two never really wanted to play with me so we never ended up doing much together

now both of them text me daily to go play some cronge fork knife with them and idk how to feel about it

you're full of shit wax your aim is good

i wanna be better at this game but playing in a team makes me wanna die hel p..

im mad at myself cause a fuckin moron and procrastinated studying for finals and now im freaking out realizing im screwed and trying to kill myself cramming last minute to see if i can manage to not fail
the worst part is this happens literally every semester yet somehow i still havent figured my shit out

also i accidentally spilled a bit of water on the side of my laptop and let it dry out for a few days and it still works but now the charging port is broken and it cant charge so its essentially useless now until i get it fixed -_____-

just play mixes

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People that play Demoknight in DM are a waste of server slots and should uninstall TF2.

my internet is fine through the whole day and then i get ddosed mid scrim or my earphones+mic start going fucking mad earraping everyone in the discord...

i hate having to be nice and or tolerant to people who treat me like shit because i end up looking bad if i get angry at them for it

Soldier fucking sucks. I love the class but scouts, demos, and meds are so good that soldiers just become accessories on their teams at higher levels. I see all the time teams opting for worse roamers bc they are good friends and even though the player might be below the skill level of the team it doesn't matter bc there is only so much damage a bad roamer can do (and only so much good a good roamer can do). And it fucking blows when i see these great scouts meds and demos get opportunities to play for great teams based on of their individual merit because of how impactful their classes are. And a lot of roaming at a high level is coordinating with your team and you're team being able to follow you up and less about your individual skill. Im not saying that I'm not getting a fair shake or people are stealing spots i should have bc i don't feel like that but when I look at high invite i just have no fucking clue how you get there without being in their friend group. I wish I put all my time into another class and I'm too pussy to try to learn something from the start again.
tl;dr: im starting to feel the limitations of soldier/roamer in the current meta and it sucks long dick

why did people quit this game :(

I mean you’re not wrong that classes that take heals have consistent impact, but I still don’t think it’s true that working your way up in invite is solely based on friend groups, especially in a game like tf2 where there are only so many top level players. When we picked marmaloo up on ascent, nobody to my knowledge was friends with him until after we played together. We just saw that he popped off, carried velocity, had good aim and jumps (playing with him in pugs, and playing against in esea), and tried hard (played a lot of pugs/dm). You should probably pug a lot of you want to get noticed, or you just gotta pop off in matches. Also I’d argue that when watching casts/stvs, it’s pretty easy to see the impact from the outside perspective, because while roamers should coordinate with their team almost always by making space, clearing entrances, coordinating with their team for a play, etc., it’s still the class that generally goes for the most plays, and playmaking is super noticeable in casts/stvs

I think it’s pretty important to note a bit about how roamer is just coordinating at the top level. All I’m gonna say is while blaze goes 10-50 sometimes, if froyo had another roamer that went 10-50, froyo would be worse. he’s the only roamer that knows when and how to coordinate in every situation, so it’s not really as simple as “just coordinating with your team” because there are so few people who actually know how to. Also, that’s a skill that’s really noticeable, to me at least, in pugs

Just genuinely curious here bc this has given me a hopeful outlook. you say that you picked up marm bc he did well and carried on velocity. Velocity was already a high invite team meaning he had proven himself at that level. So my question is how did he get on velocity? I understand he wasnt friends with players on your team but what about their team. That is the more relevant question bc you picked him up once he was proven to be a top invite roamer. If he had friends there it solidifies my point if not i should shup up and grind more i guess.

my classmates always insult me about my fuckin appearances or random mannerisms or whatever and i feel like the only scapegoat for their insults. Responding to it only gets shit like "y u mad lol" or "woah man dont have to be so angry" like i swear to god i want to fucking smash their fucking faces down a goddamn sewer drain.

neetgear fucking sucks and people who wear it are either trying hard to be funny/different or just have no self awareness

y u mad lol

fr tho if u talk about smashing their fricking faces down a goshdarn sewer drain or whatever, or give away that you think that it wont benefit ur position. either act like it doesnt bother u or ask why the fuck ur looks matter to them

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tell me this is a bad shirt

https://i.gyazo.com/187bcb998817c57acfbe892c9a930a95.png

That is a bad shirt

my phone was ambushed by an update at 7am and i clicked yes by accident
now each time it turns off it gets stuck on a black screen and says system ui has stopped
ive had to factory reset it twice today and this is the third time

people hating on neetgear fucking suck and are either trying hard to be funny/different or just have no self awareness

people with anime profile pictures and edgy names
youre stupid as fuck or youre an attention seeking baiting shit

I strongly disagree with you, I think it’s funny and I like the colors