i succeeded my new years resolutions which were to sort my health, sort my university situation, increase flexibility and get back in the gym -> about 2 weeks ago I got the go ahead from my doctor to lift again, I expect to be able to hit the front splits in a few months once I break my plateau, and right now it's looking alright for uni, though I said that 2 years back too

went to my first lan, made grand finals in my division this season. i'm in a much better place mentally than I was at this time last year too :]

not edating

found a friend group that was perfect for me and my sister got married.

got a 2 new dogs one named tidas and one named marmaloo.

planning to move out of my parents house mid 2020.

and won my 1st lan with my pals.

looking forward to 2020 : ]

I scrounged up 3 games in mid, making me a mid player from a legal standpoint.

I lost my father and grandfather this year, making it the darkest year for me so far. Because of this I stayed inside for a long time and didn't do much. I also took a step back from studying. It wasn't looking very good.
Despite the awful events, I'm feeling great now and recently I've gained interest in other things in life. I go outside again and meet up with lots of people. I'm very glad that I feel stable and not depressed or burnt out or anything like that.
Studying is still not optimal, but there's no rush in that.
Also went to i65 which was a nice distraction for me and a lot of fun.

A month before my dad passed away he told me he was proud of me. I miss him very much and he will always be an inspiration and motivation for me.
This may sound very sad, but for me it's both a sad and happy thought.

I went back to school and I'm playing tuba again!!!

Made new friends who taught me alot about personal growth through sharing experiences with people and the youth of young women

granted they were fictional anime girls in a video game

Made some friends at my new school
Moving into a new house
Getting into Smash (complete ass)
Found tons of music

Year was good and bad. Here's to 2020

Started college this year and it's been really fun, and I'm doing decently in my classes
Met a girl that I really like and she feels the same about me
Stepped away from maining on any competitive TF2 teams and focused on IRL friendships, and I'm so much better off because of it

Went from being a depressed mess who quit his chemistry degree in late 2018 to being relatively much happier about my life.

I spent 2019 working fulltime. It helped me get a rhythm back into my life which I'd been lacking for more than 6 years.
I started a new degree, programming, which I've been enjoying a lot and my grades so far have been amazing.
I was able to spend time with my friends at LAN and will soon be booking my stuff for Copenhagen 2020.
Working made me spend less time playing TF2 which made me streamline my attempts to improve. And it worked out because I basically went up a div despite dividing my playtime by 4.
I've tried to reconnect with irl friends a bit over the past year, something I've struggled with for my entire life.
I'm now working part time and combining it with my new degree.

Last year around this time I felt like I'd lost all goals in life after quitting my studies
The years before that I would be stressing around this time about exams and how I'd let everyone down yet again
This year I feel little stress about my studies and work. I'm in a way better place now

cu@ LAN

I joined my college's ultimate frisbee team which is super fun! It's helping me get into a lot better shape and I physically feel very good.

College is also going very well for me, I'm able to keep pretty good grades which I am thankful for, and I got offered a really good internship for the summer; I also have a few interviews for spring internships coming up that hopefully I do well in ^_^. The projects the spring internships are for are very very cool too so I'm excited.

Overall life is just very good, making friends irl, doing well in school, getting into better shape, I'm really excited for next year.

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