memoryHelp. Me.
going to come off as hard but maybe you are meant to take on life independently for now. im not saying your mother will never come back into your life, but it sounds like you might be at that stage where you are the baby bird being pushed out of the nest. maybe youve got to go and face life on your own, as best you can. it sounds shitty and its going to suck but whenever i think of myself in this same situation (because im pretty much there) i think of my dad who was pretty much living on his own when he was around age 15-16. both his parents died while he was young and he had to lie about his age to get work/a house. but he did it, because he had no other choice, and he turned out pretty well for what i know of him. just dont get caught up in any drugs or alcohol, it will ruin you.