https://www.dropbox.com/sh/sfp2no1ac7gx9v2/AAAhlVO9fr4tDdDYiI2h6jXIa?dl=0
idk much about linux sadly but if you need them edited somehow let me know

When I was around 5 or 6 my dad was attacked by a german shepard. It stuck w me and I had a phobia for dogs for the following years. Couldn't pass one on the sidewalk without crying. And obviously dogs can tell you're scared and start barking at you so it just made things worse

Exposure is quite easy to have too much of. And it's difficult regardless of how much. But in the end having to spend time with dogs (holidays in houses where owners had dogs, carpooling to school everyday so I went to a friend's house every morning who had a dog, etc) is what helped me get over it. I like dogs now. Took about 7 to 8 years to get over it.

It's difficult, but consider these spiders a challenge to yourself like I considered being with those dogs one. Consider these spiders not the problem you need solved, consider them the solution to your phobia. It's up to you how you deal with them. I prefer capturing and putting spiders outside using tupperware boxes etc but perhaps you prefer just killing them which is a valid solution if it helps you

Spiders in Europe aren't dangerous and it's important to keep that in mind. They will not harm you. I'm certain plenty of people have told/will tell you that (I heard it a lot as well) but it's important you convince yourself of that fact

None of us are professionals though and if in the long term you really don't see yourself getting over it I suggest consulting one

in case you need some more in-depth instructions I wrote a short guide for it at some point

once your crosshair txt files are edited to include the custom //buckets you can delete your explosions vpk and it will no longer conflict after a restart

looks like Leth's crosshair6OL, available on cfg.tf

150 bodyshotting scouts. I don't care about your gremlin movement to dodge a hs, I'm aiming for your nipples

dolphinrider was one of the first people to look into VTF crosshairs so this might be a unique one they made themselves. I don't recognize it at least. I could be wrong

For now I tried to remake the VTF
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/wk7dk0bkfqk7rug/AADrVUCYD4HQl2HGzUSNMj9Za?dl=0
preview: https://imgur.com/a/11Kopxl (the actual VTFs are white so you can choose your own color)
Left is 1, right is 2. Only difference is 2's outer ring is slightly bigger

https://youtu.be/puZlFbvhAJQ
edit: also https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYc-Gt0gTM4

Things perhaps feel different, though I doubt much has changed.

Discord has probably made it easier in recent years to just stick to your private discord circlejerks. Not much point spending time talking in public forums all day when you can just shitpost with your close friends/teammates

In general friend groups often just kinda stop being interactive for no real reason after a couple years so maybe you're just experiencing that right now. Or maybe TFTV just feels different because a lot of the disturbingly active shitposters from back in the day quit while you have little interest in whoever took over that role

bind q "slot1;crosshairyellow;crosshair7"
bind e "slot2;crosshaircyan;crosshair5"

an example of how to use it. This is quite outdated though because VTF crosshairs these days allow for any possible custom crosshair to exist because you can use any possible image as crosshair

You don't have to edit out their names. Just don't make it public to us, unlist the video, report it to admins

not a lot of video to judge by, but yes from first glance this would be a red flag for me when I'm spectating suspected cheaters

edit: Is this a recorded demo file? I guess not since you're talking about rendering?
No point in reporting them if they only join that server like once. If they come back however, use console to record a demo, which will help admins go over the demo themselves later and come to a conclusion more easily

Feel free to report them with whatever video you have already. Add a txt file with timestamps highlighting timestamps you find suspicious. No real harm in doing that

https://clips.twitch.tv/RespectfulRamshackleMarrowTakeNRG

I was supposed to be at LAN right now with my friends.
I was doing just fine the past couple weeks of quarantine but the past 2 hours have hit really hard.
Every day is the same. Realizing how different the next couple days were supposed to be. But now it's all just nothing.

My life for the past year and a half or so has vastly improved. I'd say my depression that I've had for the past 6 years has almost faded away. Stable job, little stress at work, combining work with classes that are going well, more social (and hopefully likeable) person.
But right now I feel it coming back. The days right now feel exactly the same as back then.

I miss my friends. And I don't know when I'll be able to see them again

edit: Talking to friends through discord the past couple days has made me recover some of my sanity. I'll be okay

Tried to make riot acc. It says you can get a key if you watch Valorant streams on the 7th and onward

I guess now they're just giving away a couple keys to get people hyped and watching twitch streams in hopes of getting one. On the 7th they'll probably drop like 100k keys and open the servers

https://i.imgur.com/4rK2jzu.png

https://www.teamfortress.tv/54793/piano-hitsound