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Tury
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| SteamID64 | 76561198132341916 |
| SteamID3 | [U:1:172076188] |
| SteamID32 | STEAM_0:0:86038094 |
| Country | United States |
| Signed Up | March 15, 2015 |
| Last Posted | December 3, 2022 at 1:50 AM |
| Posts | 218 (0.1 per day) |
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#1520
stream highlights
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Videos
https://clips.twitch.tv/ams__/UninterestedMousePanicBasket
21 seconds too late fuck
posted about 7 years ago
#9
Medic or Solly LFT - Low / Mid Open
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Recruitment (looking for team)
Super dedicated to improving, never tilts, really positive attitude. Great pickup for low-mid open teams
posted about 7 years ago
#26
Steam Autumn Sale
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Off Topic
Freshwhy would you buy mw2 dlc lol
There's almost no hackers on the DLC maps
posted about 7 years ago
#1
Tury LFT Med/ Pocket
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Recruitment (looking for team)
Played a few weeks of ESEA before my team died in S21 I think it was. Have a few seasons of UGC 6's on medic and pocket.
I'm available everyday but I can't make anything before 9:00 PM eastern due to work. I would prefer a team that scrims Sunday-Thursday. Would also prefer mid-high open teams only. No memers or toxic players please.
posted about 7 years ago
#17
Alternatives to tf2center for "new players"?
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TF2 General Discussion
matchstickmanflufmatchstickmanwhat's wrong with tf2center?It's run by huge idiots
genuinely asking,not trying to derail the thread
i'm gonna need more explaining than that
The admins there are known for being really immature and treating people that use the site terrible basically. Also the quality of the games aren't too good either.
posted about 8 years ago
#11
Dyl4N LFT
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Recruitment (looking for team)
Played against him a few times, he's always had REALLY solid DM on both soldier and demo. Definitely able to play in high open.
posted about 8 years ago
#10
Comp mode map rotation
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TF2 General Discussion
DatDrummerGuymurkscribeaieraI recommend a rotation of process, badlands, granary, snakewater, metalworks, viaduct, sunshine and gullywashWell that's the community sixes map, They want their own version of 6s, hence why they try to make pl and ctf viable, but pl is very problematic for 6s.
CTF isn't?
CTF isn't good in any version of comp really
posted about 8 years ago
#17
Medic Dodging
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TF2 General Discussion
There's a map called tr_agility meant for practicing movement on medic.
http://gamebanana.com/maps/186499
posted about 8 years ago
#19
Depression Story Update
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Off Topic
Tino_I just want to preface this with I am not a psychologist or doctor, literally all of my suggestions hold zero water as they are only from my personal experience.
Do you have your parents support? You say you are 18 and by the sounds of it you still live with your parents.
When I say support I really mean support. For shit like this you HAVE to put your life on hold until you get it figured out, fuck school, fuck video games, fuck all of that extra shit. Figuring out whats going on and how to make it better is your #1 priority, that is your new job, literal job for 8 hours a day. Fix this shit.
You need to sit down with your parents and have a frank talk with them, because from what it sounds like in that video the bare minimum is being done at this point in time and that's not enough. It sounds like you are trying to mask all this shit up and make life normal. Here's the thing, life is not normal right now, life is fucked up. Don't try to hide that, confront it and figure out how to fix it. Doing this is not easy, and it takes time. You need to have people that you trust and that you can talk to and when I say trust I really mean trust. You say that talking to therapists hasn't really seemed to work and I am not surprised at all TBH. Finding some that can help you is not about finding someone with a Dr. in front of their name its about finding someone that you are comfortable with because of how they are as a person, not just because they have a degree. If that means telling your therapist that you don't feel like the relationship you have is working for you then tell them that. As a professional they should understand that people are different and they cant help everyone. I know I had to talk to 3 before I found the guy that really worked for me. Unfortunately this is not always easy to do.
But even with therapy there is no easy thing that you can do to fix this and it takes time, lots of time. It took me close to 2 years before I could say "yeah my life is more or less normal now" 2 Years of being on meds and talking to people, not 6 months, not a year. A full 2 years, and even now, full year later I still have to pay attention to my moods and how I am acting.
The sad thing is I know that me or anyone else can literally say anything and everything to you right now but much of it will be hollow and forgotten by you in a day or so. So all I can really say to you at this point in time is stay strong, and if you care enough to make a video you care enough to try and that's more then I had.
This really helped, thank you.
posted about 8 years ago
#16
Depression Story Update
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bearodactylTuryno matter how effective they may be i dont think they can replace basic self control lolKEVCHEVthe medication was working and then it suddenly stopped due to the breakup? are ssri' s really that finicky?Ehh... Not really... When we were together and I didn't take my med's there was a really big difference, so I know that they work, and they still do work, I don't really know how to explain it -__-. They work, but not enough to stop me from doing all this negative stuff, so I guess you could argue that they really aren't working.
probably doesn't help that you randomly go on and off your meds and surround yourself with so much negativity
just get a hobby or find something to do to get your mind off shit
i guess you could argue that its like a psa to dissuade other people from ending up like you did and it can't hurt to talk about it instead of keeping canned up inside
but it seems like you're just wallowing in your misery and self pity instead of actually being proactive to change things
not gonna lie though i didnt watch more than a minute of the video so i may be talking out of my ass
I have been taking my med's, if I didn't things would be so much worse for me. I'm kinda wallowing in my misery and kinda trying to be proactive about it. I'm going to therapy, talking to a LOT of people about it, I've called the suicide hotline this month, I called an ambulance on myself twice because I felt like I was about to hurt myself, I've been going out with friends as much as possible to take my mind off of it, I've been forcing myself to eat and exercise, but I'm still doing all this negative stuff at the same time.
posted about 8 years ago
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Depression Story Update
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Off Topic
KEVCHEVthe medication was working and then it suddenly stopped due to the breakup? are ssri' s really that finicky?
Ehh... Not really... When we were together and I didn't take my med's there was a really big difference, so I know that they work, and they still do work, I don't really know how to explain it -__-. They work, but not enough to stop me from doing all this negative stuff, so I guess you could argue that they really aren't working.
posted about 8 years ago