Lange, I get how you feel here, I really do. You are mad about CEVO signups, CEVO was kind of your baby last season, you did a lot of work for them. But the reality is that CEVO dropped the ball in a big way last season. For significantly more than half of the season, none of the servers worked, the client didn't work and we ended up playing a ton of games off client, despite not wanting to. But this isn't the problem, this isn't your problem.
You are frustrated, and its easy to see why. You will never get back, financially, what you put into TF2. But that isn't why you started being involved behind the scenes in this community. You started it for the game you loved, for the community you loved, for the people you loved playing with. You spent all those hours because you wanted to, in spite of the expectation that you wouldn't get remuneration for your dedication.
But part of me can't help but be hurt by your words in that video, on a personal level. What you got out of TF2 is a community that believed in what you believed in, a starting point for the career you want so badly. I thoroughly enjoyed every event we were at together, just seeing you do your thing. It is clear you have passion about videogames and broadcasting them. So instead of mourning that TF2 hasn't brought you fame and fortune, rejoice that, at least for a few years, we as a community could make all the hours spent reading, tooling, staying awake, travelling across the country, programming, playing, making graphics and herding cats well worth it. Because God Dammit Alex, you love this community.
Maybe this community doesn't have anything left to offer you. In that case, maybe it is time for you to move on. Go forth to the games where there is potential for income, for the life you want to create for yourself. We won't have hard feelings if you move on to greener pastures. But do stick around, throw another Windy City Rendezvous, do the things that made you love this community so much. You are an incredibly talented young man in the prime of his life, don't squander that.
On the topic of valve, we all knew a long time ago that the support we would get from them would be minimal at best. We need to stop expecting it from them. We are saying the game is dead, the game is in decline and, maybe from a numbers standpoint that is true. But this year we had 6 major tournaments (3 ESEA LANs, an iseries and two at GXL), reached more eyeballs than ever before and made enormous strides in everything from stream production quality to server side plugins to teamfortress.tv itself. We didn't do that with valve, we did that with ourselves and the incredibly talented and industrious individuals that make this community what it is.
So what we need to learn from that is FUCK VALVE. We got this. Will we ever be playing for hundreds of thousands of dollars in front of a huge audience? No. Reality check time: it wont happen. But we can attract new people to this community, work hard at spreading the good word of TF2. We have a marketing problem, we need a marketing solution. Let's cultivate a community that we want to live in.