I hate myself, I'm a guy with big aspirations, i always wan to do something for tf2 community but it doesn't matter how much i try there is always someone who will destroy my dreams or ruin my ideas. However this is nothing compared to trash-talking people. I try so hard to ignore them but i can't. I don't understand why i'm doing this, even now typing those words i know there will be someone laughing at me. Sometimes i just feel like everything is pointless. No matter what i do, what i try to do or what i'm trying to accomplish, i always fail. I hate how this world works, i hate this anger between players. I just can't handle that much hatred directed to someone else who is trying to enjoy playing same game, and the worst part of this is that some people are just doing this to feel better.
Maybe they are just like me, they are trying to do something, but nothing is working or they have similar problems with rude players and instead of thinking about this like me they are just spreading hatred towards other players just because someone else did this to them. That way we have never ending circle of hatred which can't be stopped.

I hate this, and i can't do anything about this but i'm still trying.
Or maybe there is no problem with anything else, maybe the only problem out there is me who just can't accept this world...

And sorry for my English, i hate myself because of my English.

ugc is being treated as a joke because of the small playerbase due to people leaving but the only reason they're leaving is nobody takes highlander seriously... if those people took it seriously it wouldn't be shrinking.

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I don't like that Overwatch gets more support than TF2 when: https://youtu.be/QsH0ZXWeZZs?t=5193

im gonna die alone
im prolly gonna kms when the rest of my family dies cause im too apathetic to make new relationships
i dont like tf2 anymore either this sucks

My mom and dad don't don't like my screamo band

a perk of sitting on the computer for thousands of hours is that i can now type moderately fast

hooray

why the fuck did I get so fucked up last night that I forgot to set all my fantasy football lineups. There goes like 2000 in buy ins smfh.

i got to class at 12:57 (3 minutes early). saw that the doors had already been closed, peeped through the window (see the diagram i have provided in example 1 for further clarification) and saw everyone in their seat, heads down, grinding away at this exam. what the fuck. why did the professor assume everyone was in attendance and allow people to begin the exam 3 minutes before the period started. to all professors browsing tftv, write shorter tests you weirdos.

example 1. >__> ------ [glass window]

professors logic: class hasnt started yet and i havnt taken attendance yet, but im going to let students start the test and im also going to close both doors to the classroom while im at it.

why did you come 3 minutes before? is it not logical to come earlier in case something happens..

ur absolutely right, but idk, this old ass guy is always walking in 5 minutes late minimum.
i know, still not an excuse u__u

I can't get over my ex girlfriend, I can't help be continue to feel worthless and like I'm just the world's biggest piece of shit from the things she said to me and because of all the terrible things that happened in that relationship and while I was hurt a lot I still can't get over her which I hate. I'm having trouble connecting to people like I used to because I'm contstantly sad. My mental is always weak and I feel so tired all the time and unmotivated to do stuff. I feel useless and like a burdan on people and i honestly hate myself. In good news I'm seeing my therapist for the first time in 3 weeks, so that's cool.

I play drums 2-3 hours a day, but I'm tired, have trouble focusing and I don't feel like I'm improving

Embarassing considering I want it to be my job

everyone says im bad cuz i have bad DM but if i could buy a new mouse i'd be so much better

keep practicing. don't ever stop. you may not see improvement but it most likely is happening. i play guitar i know it can be frustrating but there really are no shortcuts other than practice and determination

I'm determined, otherwise I wouldn't play that much! It's slow...

I played 6 years of pubs and a year ago realised i should play comp but its too late and i spent 6.5k hours on the game but im absolutely shit so i dont play comp and it makes me frustrated

never too late to start dude

its about the feeling i get when i get destroyed in tf2c by people with 4x less playtime

I hate idiots who use black box conch but I do it some times :/

I hate how trashing overwatch on this site gets you guaranteed upvotes like cmon guys

did you walk through the door and take your exam

i think this belongs more in this thread: http://www.teamfortress.tv/36447/ways-that-youre-a-hypocrite

make an alt account to boost morale

become an mge lord, then work on ur gamesense.

its the fastest way to get good tbh, but its still going to take you months

my dm is p good i beat a lot of mid players its just that im a fucking moron ingame and rush into 6 people get 1 kill and die

I can't see my forehead

Tore my ACL and now I'm out for around 8 months. What really fucking sucks is that this is my junior year of high school and I was on track to getting a D1 scholarship. I wonder how much my times are fucked once I'm back from rehabilitation.

shaving my face irritates it (i use an electric razor thingie)
not shaving irritates my soul

beyblade meta in ow