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#271
0 Frags +
maxieI'm having similar frustrations with my tf2 career as well -- after spending some time back in the game this summer it rekindled my interest in competitive. However, I notice there are a lot of people looking and not many teams, and I don't know if I can carry the burden of leading and all the things coming with it. Just having two sides of that coin always puts me on the fence whether it concerning my return to playing the game. I'm just not sure I have the charisma to keep people sitting on their butts practicing for 2 months.

Get a friend to lead the team with you

And if you're thinking of leading a HL team, definitely get someone. It's incredibly hard to organize that alone and in a timely fashion

[quote=maxie]I'm having similar frustrations with my tf2 career as well -- after spending some time back in the game this summer it rekindled my interest in competitive. However, I notice there are a lot of people looking and not many teams, and I don't know if I can carry the burden of leading and all the things coming with it. Just having two sides of that coin always puts me on the fence whether it concerning my return to playing the game. I'm just not sure I have the charisma to keep people sitting on their butts practicing for 2 months.[/quote]

Get a friend to lead the team with you

And if you're thinking of leading a HL team, definitely get someone. It's incredibly hard to organize that alone and in a timely fashion
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#272
17 Frags +

fucking euros with their stalemate fortress

fucking euros with their stalemate fortress
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#273
-3 Frags +
maelstrommy new roommate is a weeb o_o

me too man, and he's taking two japanese classes his freshman year
http://i.imgur.com/y3TMKUc.jpg?1
http://i.imgur.com/QbbefHK.jpg?1

[quote=maelstrom]my new roommate is a weeb o_o[/quote]
me too man, and he's taking two japanese classes his freshman year
http://i.imgur.com/y3TMKUc.jpg?1
http://i.imgur.com/QbbefHK.jpg?1
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#274
26 Frags +

Australians deserve to get better than 4th place at i-series events

Australians deserve to get better than 4th place at i-series events
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#275
4 Frags +

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#276
16 Frags +

ok so in one night

phlps's internet was laggy as fuck and he sounded like this in mumble http://vocaroo.com/i/s0BSyS9KEX9R

cookie's mic was cutting in and out because he had fucked up mumble binds so he basically couldnt comm

and trip's E: drive got corrupted mid scrim so his computer stopped working entirely

and then i tried to record a demo review for someone but OBS crashed at the last second and corrupted the video file

is this the slin curse please help me

ok so in one night

phlps's internet was laggy as fuck and he sounded like this in mumble http://vocaroo.com/i/s0BSyS9KEX9R

cookie's mic was cutting in and out because he had fucked up mumble binds so he basically couldnt comm

and trip's E: drive got corrupted mid scrim so his computer stopped working entirely

and then i tried to record a demo review for someone but OBS crashed at the last second and corrupted the video file

is this the slin curse please help me
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#277
13 Frags +
saamok so in one night

phlps's internet was laggy as fuck and he sounded like this in mumble http://vocaroo.com/i/s0BSyS9KEX9R

cookie's mic was cutting in and out because he had fucked up mumble binds so he basically couldnt comm

and trip's E: drive got corrupted mid scrim so his computer stopped working entirely

is this the slin curse please help me

u have been cursed by slindini

[quote=saam]ok so in one night

phlps's internet was laggy as fuck and he sounded like this in mumble http://vocaroo.com/i/s0BSyS9KEX9R

cookie's mic was cutting in and out because he had fucked up mumble binds so he basically couldnt comm

and trip's E: drive got corrupted mid scrim so his computer stopped working entirely

is this the slin curse please help me[/quote] u have been cursed by slindini
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#278
-7 Frags +
liasMilanrage
I never said anything about you playing with lee, I don't know any of what happened. What I do know is neo picked you up regardless of what bwelp wanted which made him leave which killed the team. I had to explain that neo, just like you because he didn't understand lmfao (understanding others is really not a strong point between you two). Also that wasn't the point, you're the type to kill everything you touch so I was just making a suggestion that anybody who is trying to play a full season and get better should attempt to avoid people like you like the plague.

You're actually retarded, what the fuck does neo picking me up have to do with another player leaving the team? If you're implying bwelp left because he didn't want to play with me, even then i wouldn't be the one causing the problems, it would be his personal issues. Just stop talking out of your ass about problems which have nothing to do with you. Bwelp literally never complained about my behavior or gameplay, had he done so then i would have talked to him on finding a solution to it. I'm done with your shitty ass, just another player added to the blocked/muted list. Spend more time improving than creating beef with players you bot. I might not be liked by most but the few who do are real people, that's more than anything i can say about you. Not looking at this thread again, make up more lies as you wish.

[quote=lias][quote=Milan]rage[/quote]

I never said anything about you playing with lee, I don't know any of what happened. What I do know is neo picked you up regardless of what bwelp wanted which made him leave which killed the team. I had to explain that neo, just like you because he didn't understand lmfao (understanding others is really not a strong point between you two). Also that wasn't the point, you're the type to kill everything you touch so I was just making a suggestion that anybody who is trying to play a full season and get better should attempt to avoid people like you like the plague.[/quote]

You're actually retarded, what the fuck does neo picking me up have to do with another player leaving the team? If you're implying bwelp left because he didn't want to play with me, even then i wouldn't be the one causing the problems, it would be his personal issues. Just stop talking out of your ass about problems which have nothing to do with you. Bwelp literally never complained about my behavior or gameplay, had he done so then i would have talked to him on finding a solution to it. I'm done with your shitty ass, just another player added to the blocked/muted list. Spend more time improving than creating beef with players you bot. I might not be liked by most but the few who do are real people, that's more than anything i can say about you. Not looking at this thread again, make up more lies as you wish.
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#279
0 Frags +

Why the fuck is the VAC issue still a thing over 11 months later?

Why the fuck is the VAC issue still a thing over 11 months later?
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#280
7 Frags +
nope/r/tf2 is filled with idiots who think valve should listen to them

and valve actually listens

I really want them to bring back stopwatch in Casual, I mean holy shit how could they remove it, it's literally written "with actual winners and actual losers." on the MyM page.

[quote=nope]/r/tf2 is filled with idiots who think valve should listen to them

and valve actually listens[/quote]

I really want them to bring back stopwatch in Casual, I mean holy shit how could they remove it, it's literally written "with actual winners and actual losers." on the MyM page.
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#281
9 Frags +

i just spent the last 2 weeks forming the remainder of a highlander roster, trying out for teams, playing DM and MGE endlessly, finally finding a team that i'm happy with and then paying up

just to have my dad tell me that he will be shutting off the internet at 10PM(i live on the east coast), which means i will not be able to play highlander nor 6s. and there's literally no way in changing this and i'm so pissed off that i can't play since i feel like i'm fucking over my teams by having to quit last second. and the crazy part is that there's literally no fucking reason as to why he does this. depending on how late scrims/matches get i still get 6-7 hours of sleep daily and can finish my homework before 6PM. it's fucking bullshit like who the fuck does this

i just spent the last 2 weeks forming the remainder of a highlander roster, trying out for teams, playing DM and MGE endlessly, finally finding a team that i'm happy with and then paying up

just to have my dad tell me that he will be shutting off the internet at 10PM(i live on the east coast), which means i will not be able to play highlander nor 6s. and there's literally no way in changing this and i'm so pissed off that i can't play since i feel like i'm fucking over my teams by having to quit last second. and the crazy part is that there's literally no fucking reason as to why he does this. depending on how late scrims/matches get i still get 6-7 hours of sleep daily and can finish my homework before 6PM. it's fucking bullshit like who the fuck does this
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#282
3 Frags +

use ur phone hotspot it's 100mb / hour or so i think

does he do it thru the router panel 99% he hasn't changed the username and login from the default so just do something there unless he physically pulls the plug on ur pc

i feel u but u should def focus on school way more like i used to game a ton and now im in junior year and all i wish was i never started playing video games so i would have the drive to study instead of ever wanting to play video games in the first place

also try to get > 6 hours of sleep whenever you can you're gonna wish you could get that esp if you do hs varsity sports in the future

use ur phone hotspot it's 100mb / hour or so i think

does he do it thru the router panel 99% he hasn't changed the username and login from the default so just do something there unless he physically pulls the plug on ur pc

i feel u but u should def focus on school way more like i used to game a ton and now im in junior year and all i wish was i never started playing video games so i would have the drive to study instead of ever wanting to play video games in the first place

also try to get > 6 hours of sleep whenever you can you're gonna wish you could get that esp if you do hs varsity sports in the future
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#283
7 Frags +

Yesterday, I had a movie date with a girl. She really likes me, and I really like her. We watched the movie, didn't have the balls, nothing happened. But, we spent the evening together. We're having a great time, everything is smooth. Then I bring her back home and can notice she's really nervous. I want to do it, I've been waiting for this moment for a long time... we're in front of her door. Drummer, just do it. We're going to kiss, our lips are so close... suddenly, she backs out. "I'm...sorry, I'm too shy... we'll meet again soon, okay?".

Her friends later told me it's been a while she didn't have a boyfriend, she just panicked. Apparently, she feels bad about this, I don't want her to, even though I'm a bit angry (more like disappointed) inside because I waited so long for that, just to be brutally stoped, so fucking close.

2AM, she sends me a message: "Hey, I'm really sorry. :/ I need to think about it...good night :)".

It just worries me. I know she likes me, but when a girl says "I need to think about it", it's generally not really good. Now I'm nervous, I just want her to text me back, I can't stop thinking about this, whether it's "Hey, let's meet in a few days" or "Sorry, it just won't work".

I'm angry at myself for setting my expectations high.

Yesterday, I had a movie date with a girl. She really likes me, and I really like her. We watched the movie, didn't have the balls, nothing happened. But, we spent the evening together. We're having a great time, everything is smooth. Then I bring her back home and can notice she's really nervous. I want to do it, I've been waiting for this moment for a long time... we're in front of her door. Drummer, just do it. We're going to kiss, our lips are so close... suddenly, she backs out. "I'm...sorry, I'm too shy... we'll meet again soon, okay?".

Her friends later told me it's been a while she didn't have a boyfriend, she just panicked. Apparently, she feels bad about this, I don't want her to, even though I'm a bit angry (more like disappointed) inside because I waited so long for that, just to be brutally stoped, so fucking close.

2AM, she sends me a message: "Hey, I'm really sorry. :/ I need to think about it...good night :)".

It just worries me. I know she likes me, but when a girl says "I need to think about it", it's generally not really good. Now I'm nervous, I just want her to text me back, I can't stop thinking about this, whether it's "Hey, let's meet in a few days" or "Sorry, it just won't work".

I'm angry at myself for setting my expectations high.
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#284
marketplace.tf
10 Frags +

Trading completely fucked itself right as TotH cash donations opened, and it's still broken

Infuriating

Trading completely fucked itself right as TotH cash donations opened, and it's still broken

Infuriating
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#285
3 Frags +

kaptains ping. grrr

kaptains ping. grrr
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#286
7 Frags +
DatDrummerGuyYesterday, I had a movie date with a girl. She really likes me, and I really like her. We watched the movie, didn't have the balls, nothing happened. But, we spent the evening together. We're having a great time, everything is smooth. Then I bring her back home and can notice she's really nervous. I want to do it, I've been waiting for this moment for a long time... we're in front of her door. Drummer, just do it. We're going to kiss, our lips are so close... suddenly, she backs out. "I'm...sorry, I'm too shy... we'll meet again soon, okay?".

Her friends later told me it's been a while she didn't have a boyfriend, she just panicked. Apparently, she feels bad about this, I don't want her to, even though I'm a bit angry (more like disappointed) inside because I waited so long for that, just to be brutally stoped, so fucking close.

2AM, she sends me a message: "Hey, I'm really sorry. :/ I need to think about it...good night :)".

It just worries me. I know she likes me, but when a girl says "I need to think about it", it's generally not really good. Now I'm nervous, I just want her to text me back, I can't stop thinking about this, whether it's "Hey, let's meet in a few days" or "Sorry, it just won't work".

I'm angry at myself for setting my expectations high.

im no master of girls not even close but her friends did say that she sorta panicked since she hasnt had a boyfriend in a while imo "Hey, I'm really sorry. :/ I need to think about it...good night :)" at 2am was possibly just her having a bit of trouble sleeping from being embarrassed about what happened or potentially stressed out and that text was her way of getting it off her mind so she could sleep

I think it will work it out it sounds like she had a fun time and you did 2 <3 gl dude!

[quote=DatDrummerGuy]Yesterday, I had a movie date with a girl. She really likes me, and I really like her. We watched the movie, didn't have the balls, nothing happened. But, we spent the evening together. We're having a great time, everything is smooth. Then I bring her back home and can notice she's really nervous. I want to do it, I've been waiting for this moment for a long time... we're in front of her door. Drummer, just do it. We're going to kiss, our lips are so close... suddenly, she backs out. "I'm...sorry, I'm too shy... we'll meet again soon, okay?".

Her friends later told me it's been a while she didn't have a boyfriend, she just panicked. Apparently, she feels bad about this, I don't want her to, even though I'm a bit angry (more like disappointed) inside because I waited so long for that, just to be brutally stoped, so fucking close.

2AM, she sends me a message: "Hey, I'm really sorry. :/ I need to think about it...good night :)".

It just worries me. I know she likes me, but when a girl says "I need to think about it", it's generally not really good. Now I'm nervous, I just want her to text me back, I can't stop thinking about this, whether it's "Hey, let's meet in a few days" or "Sorry, it just won't work".

I'm angry at myself for setting my expectations high.[/quote]

im no master of girls not even close but her friends did say that she sorta panicked since she hasnt had a boyfriend in a while imo "Hey, I'm really sorry. :/ I need to think about it...good night :)" at 2am was possibly just her having a bit of trouble sleeping from being embarrassed about what happened or potentially stressed out and that text was her way of getting it off her mind so she could sleep

I think it will work it out it sounds like she had a fun time and you did 2 <3 gl dude!
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#287
3 Frags +

Yeah, probably. I'm not angry at her, she's very shy, that's all. I should have expected that to be honest.

Thanks a lot man, really. Appreciate it! I'll try to be patient... will maybe report back!

Yeah, probably. I'm not angry at her, she's very shy, that's all. I should have expected that to be honest.

Thanks a lot man, really. Appreciate it! I'll try to be patient... will maybe report back!
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#288
0 Frags +

for some reason i keep coming back and adding to shit pugs and wanting to die afterwards
actually kind of wish i had done something to get myself banned so i don't go on and do afternoon aids pugs today but i know i probably won't be able to stop myself unless im out doing other stuff
also my phone keeps saying that the sd card has unmounted itself so i can listen to 30 seconds of music and then it stops which is really aggravating (plus when i try to listen to music on the yt music app half the time it fails to load -_-)
guess il have to reformat the card and re-copy everything over again

for some reason i keep coming back and adding to shit pugs and wanting to die afterwards
actually kind of wish i had done something to get myself banned so i don't go on and do afternoon aids pugs today but i know i probably won't be able to stop myself unless im out doing other stuff
also my phone keeps saying that the sd card has unmounted itself so i can listen to 30 seconds of music and then it stops which is really aggravating (plus when i try to listen to music on the yt music app half the time it fails to load -_-)
guess il have to reformat the card and re-copy everything over again
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#289
13 Frags +

i like the benefits of a relationship but i dont want to put in any work towards it

i like the benefits of a relationship but i dont want to put in any work towards it
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#290
-8 Frags +

find some1 ugly who feels blessed to have the chance to have u

find some1 ugly who feels blessed to have the chance to have u
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#291
8 Frags +
fade-find some1 ugly who feels blessed to have the chance to have u

when i say benefits i dont mean sex, i mean being able to walk around with them and just talk about life (seeing people do this makes me sad cause they dont feel like they have to put forth so much effort for it)

but I don't want to do all the duties of having to make sure they are happy or go out on expensive dinners

[quote=fade-]find some1 ugly who feels blessed to have the chance to have u[/quote]
when i say benefits i dont mean sex, i mean being able to walk around with them and just talk about life (seeing people do this makes me sad cause they dont feel like they have to put forth so much effort for it)

but I don't want to do all the duties of having to make sure they are happy or go out on expensive dinners
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#292
3 Frags +

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#293
2 Frags +
aim-fade-find some1 ugly who feels blessed to have the chance to have uwhen i say benefits i dont mean sex, i mean being able to walk around with them and just talk about life (seeing people do this makes me sad cause they dont feel like they have to put forth so much effort for it)

but I don't want to do all the duties of having to make sure they are happy or go out on expensive dinners

idk how old you are but expensive dinners aren't really needed

just do cool shit together for dates like go to aquariums and shit

[quote=aim-][quote=fade-]find some1 ugly who feels blessed to have the chance to have u[/quote]
when i say benefits i dont mean sex, i mean being able to walk around with them and just talk about life (seeing people do this makes me sad cause they dont feel like they have to put forth so much effort for it)

but I don't want to do all the duties of having to make sure they are happy or go out on expensive dinners[/quote]

idk how old you are but expensive dinners aren't really needed

just do cool shit together for dates like go to aquariums and shit
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#294
15 Frags +
aim-fade-find some1 ugly who feels blessed to have the chance to have uwhen i say benefits i dont mean sex, i mean being able to walk around with them and just talk about life (seeing people do this makes me sad cause they dont feel like they have to put forth so much effort for it)

but I don't want to do all the duties of having to make sure they are happy or go out on expensive dinners

so basically, a friend

[quote=aim-][quote=fade-]find some1 ugly who feels blessed to have the chance to have u[/quote]
when i say benefits i dont mean sex, i mean being able to walk around with them and just talk about life (seeing people do this makes me sad cause they dont feel like they have to put forth so much effort for it)

but I don't want to do all the duties of having to make sure they are happy or go out on expensive dinners[/quote]

so basically, a friend
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#295
4 Frags +

i'm mad blanc died an hour or something before registration closed

i'm mad blanc died an hour or something before registration closed
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#296
12 Frags +

I fucking hate that I was never good at this game and EVERY single time I had a chance to be on teams that would have carried me and maybe helped me at least seem decent either real life or some bullshit out of my control stopped me from getting there.

I hate that I wasted 4k+ hours playing this game that I'm not even good at and dont even enjoy that much because my life took a bad turn just as I was getting interested in it.

I hate that I made so many good, real friends through this game that I kept on thinking about playing until like 4 months ago just so I could interact with them instead of the people I know and like less in my offline life

I hate that so many of my good friends either were better naturally or so quickly got better than me to the point where playing seriously with them was no fun for either of us

I hate that I almost did the exact same thing with cs even though I fucking knew better

I hate that I still somehow visit this dumb website like twice a day just to shitpost despite not even recognizing two thirds of the community

I fucking hate that I was never good at this game and EVERY single time I had a chance to be on teams that would have carried me and maybe helped me at least seem decent either real life or some bullshit out of my control stopped me from getting there.

I hate that I wasted 4k+ hours playing this game that I'm not even good at and dont even enjoy that much because my life took a bad turn just as I was getting interested in it.

I hate that I made so many good, real friends through this game that I kept on thinking about playing until like 4 months ago just so I could interact with them instead of the people I know and like less in my offline life

I hate that so many of my good friends either were better naturally or so quickly got better than me to the point where playing seriously with them was no fun for either of us

I hate that I almost did the exact same thing with cs even though I fucking knew better

I hate that I still somehow visit this dumb website like twice a day just to shitpost despite not even recognizing two thirds of the community
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#297
5 Frags +

I know getting better at this and other games isn't easy but over the past year or so I think I'm just getting worse and worse. It's like my mouse hand does not obey me.

I rarely get tilted by stuff other players do in-game, but missing easy shots drives me up the wall. The most frustrating thing is knowing what you need to do to win, and completely fail to execute

I know getting better at this and other games isn't easy but over the past year or so I think I'm just getting worse and worse. It's like my mouse hand does not obey me.

I rarely get tilted by stuff other players do in-game, but missing easy shots drives me up the wall. The most frustrating thing is knowing what you need to do to win, and completely fail to execute
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#298
8 Frags +

No anger but regret.

I regret not starting TF2 when all my old Quake friends were begging me to play on the first day of release. I was addicted to WoW at the time and chose that over TF2. Huge mistake.

I also regret not having enough time to devote to TF2 now as I did when I was younger, like playing for hours on end during weekdays and such. It is the single most important factor that has slowed my progression, IMO.

No anger but regret.

I regret not starting TF2 when all my old Quake friends were begging me to play on the first day of release. I was addicted to WoW at the time and chose that over TF2. Huge mistake.

I also regret not having enough time to devote to TF2 now as I did when I was younger, like playing for hours on end during weekdays and such. It is the single most important factor that has slowed my progression, IMO.
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#299
14 Frags +

I fucking hate that twitch chat memes have become real chat.

also http://imgur.com/gallery/n8umjWj

I fucking hate that twitch chat memes have become real chat.

also http://imgur.com/gallery/n8umjWj
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#300
4 Frags +
owlI fucking hate that I was never good at this game and EVERY single time I had a chance to be on teams that would have carried me and maybe helped me at least seem decent either real life or some bullshit out of my control stopped me from getting there.

I hate that I wasted 4k+ hours playing this game that I'm not even good at and dont even enjoy that much because my life took a bad turn just as I was getting interested in it.

I hate that I made so many good, real friends through this game that I kept on thinking about playing until like 4 months ago just so I could interact with them instead of the people I know and like less in my offline life

I hate that so many of my good friends either were better naturally or so quickly got better than me to the point where playing seriously with them was no fun for either of us

I hate that I almost did the exact same thing with cs even though I fucking knew better

I hate that I still somehow visit this dumb website like twice a day just to shitpost despite not even recognizing two thirds of the community

same regrets but at least I didn't waste time playing cs because I never enjoyed it enough to bother and I got outpaced by all my tf2 friends so fast I never really got the chance to play on "good" teams for more than half a season before they died/I got cut

[quote=owl][s]I fucking hate that I was never good at this game and EVERY single time I had a chance to be on teams that would have carried me and maybe helped me at least seem decent either real life or some bullshit out of my control stopped me from getting there. [/s]

I hate that I wasted 4k+ hours playing this game that I'm not even good at and dont even enjoy that much because my life took a bad turn just as I was getting interested in it.

I hate that I made so many good, real friends through this game that I kept on thinking about playing until like 4 months ago just so I could interact with them instead of the people I know and like less in my offline life

I hate that so many of my good friends either were better naturally or so quickly got better than me to the point where playing seriously with them was no fun for either of us

[s]I hate that I almost did the exact same thing with cs even though I fucking knew better[/s]

I hate that I still somehow visit this dumb website like twice a day just to shitpost despite not even recognizing two thirds of the community[/quote]
same regrets but at least I didn't waste time playing cs because I never enjoyed it enough to bother and I got outpaced by all my tf2 friends so fast I never really got the chance to play on "good" teams for more than half a season before they died/I got cut
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